I've been battling depression and anxiety for the past decade or so, and have completely isolated myself from everyone, friends and family and have been alone all that time. It's only the past 4/5 days ago that I finally saw the light and turned to Christ. Things do seem to be already turning around, even if slightly, though one thing does give me anxiety, which is hell. I accept Jesus as my lord and savior, and he died for my sins to save me from eternal separation from him and his love. Now people say just this acknowledgement alone is enough for my salvation, but I still doubt.. How can it be that simple? I won't go into detail, but I've been living in sin for a long long time, and I feel disgusting.. I'm a repulsive human being but now I accept Jesus as my king and lord, I'm now saved? I just seems too easy. Any thoughts? I have no one at all to talk with about this. I feel so alone and helpless
Now, that you believe in the risen Son Jesus for you, Father approved since Jesus was seen physically as risen after that one time willing death for you and all others as well. 1 John 2:1-4
God Father and risen Son step in 1 John 2:27 to teach you. Now Doubt from evil, not you is trying to get in, and keep you out of the promise for you in risen Son to you, to rejoice in, even while in depression, What???????????????????????
This world is playing and using, abusing and accusing others, making themselves look good. I, when first born again by God saw others and wished to be like others, I had troubles (still do) I saw and thought they were good now. by God. Found out not, even me. That is when depressing things began in me, Doubt entered and time again entered and has never stopped. to this day. Troubles happen, that is reality, time to face it head on, not looking up or down anymore. Face it head on and stand in trust for God to come over it through you.If focus on trouble(s) then more will enter in being focused on trying to do it right, as no flesh. can or could but Son, who did it once for everyone, Hebrews 10:10, best to read the entire Chapter and even the entire Hebrews epistle. Once settle this, you are reconciled and accepted by God's done work for you in risen Son to you then Luke 21:14-15 begins leading you being willing seeing Col 1:21-23 to be thnakful in and not use for any self gain.
Yes, it is that easy from God for us all. God did it, I accept it, I am thankful and now cannot accuse, abuse or berate anyone over anything., can you? I bet not! yet feelings do not stop. Might be time to put feelings in the proper order? Do feelings lead or follow? What is better; looking at a train, does the caboose lead or follow? Caboose in this scenario are feelings. Truth, the engine leads, feelings the caboose follows. Time to renew thy mindset Romans 12:2 seeing from Father's view through risen Son to you.
Yet, feelings never go away. They are a part of the first birth in flesh and blood. Having a conscience is a blessing from God to us all, to me at least. I am personally diagnosed with PTSD from Service. I am learning, and understanding God loves us all, "unconditionally" Romans 2:1-4. Depression happens in everyone. How to handle that is key to: while depressed, one can be thankful anyways for the salvation of God through Son given them. Thus are willing to learn new from God above it all personally. The need for company is common to mankind. Wanting to see physically and hear others feel like we feel is relieving.
Yet if I forget God's lead in this process, I miss out on the praises and reality, it really is done by God for us all. That is love beyond measure
So glad you are saved by God, not self or anyone else!