Me too, and everyone including atheists are totally dependent on God,
including for the MFW that is allows them to ignore Him..
God knows all and sees all
God saw me in belief to his love and mercy from day one in my birth. God saw I would accept, yet keeping me to the free choose to not accept and still sin ignorantly as I did the same with Saul, Aho became Paul.
A story, that happened to me. I was an alcoholic back then over 40 years ago now. God had a willing vessel, my wife now. That told her, to hand me her paycheck and trust for me to use it right.
She did that, I was floored, she did not tell me at that time God told her to do that. I went almost immediately across the street and got a six-pack of beer and put it on the counter and pulled out my wallet to pay for it.
I saw her money in my wallet and left the six-pack there, little later I saw why I was an alcoholic, heard this from God within me. You are and have been an alcoholic, because you have not accepted your youngest sister as dead. I saw that as truth immediately. Stood up in that party I was presently in then, And openly admitted to my alcoholism, been dry ever since once admitted and accepted this truth God gave me to see
My Sister died on an overdose, she was 18, I was 14, that is when troubles began in me after I chose belief to God at age 12 first. I was delivered lost in the woods, delivered out of the woods by God. at age 12. I read in the Bible afterwords about Peter, when Jesus said to Peter, Satan wishes to sift you like wheat, I prayed for you. when you return, you will be able to strengthen the brethren. I Took this read personally and knew I was being told this personally. Also in Matthew about being disabled to have sex, I saw that happening to me before it happened. Yet never over focused on it, and then it did happened, amputated my penis gone from Foreigners Gang Green
And given a new way to pea. Over 12 years ago now, thanks to God using Doctor Jeremy Meyers, which paved the way fro many others to be saved though this amazing surgery, that kept me alive and no having to use a colostomy anymore. Now using Catheters.
I see, not at first to accept this happening to me. Yet now sifted like wheat by evil, to get me into stinking thinking over it. I learned No thanks from, because God is good all the time as good is God all the time
Love to all from God for us all to choose to believe God or not, no matter what happens to our flesh bodies thanks