I need prayer, and for the Lord to guard my heart now.
I MUST remember that the left is demonically possessed and influenced, because my flesh is so outraged by the MSM and democrats at large and what they have done to our nation and culture that I feel sadness, and anger because of the assassination of this great Christian brother.
So it is vital to remember it is not against vile leftist humans that we battle. But against Satan and his demons.
Have you ever studied imprecatory prayer? Maybe you just need to channel what's in your spirit to Him in the many ways He's provided for. Sometimes I think we've just become too nice as if Jesus or Paul or any knowledgeable godly person didn't have something aggressive to talk to God about at times.