are you talking about organized 'inquisition and pedophilia???
Paul, and many of Jesus' disciples WALKED by THEMSELVES on so many lonely roads,
albeit some times with other brethren, but most often 'alone' into unknown territories...
why wouldn't they? they were walking in The Spirit of Grace...
HEB. 11:37-
They were stoned, they were sawn asunder, were tempted, were slain with the sword:
they wandered about in sheepskins and goatskins; being destitute, afflicted, tormented;
38.
(Of whom the world was not worthy

they wandered in deserts, and in mountains,
and in dens and caves of the earth.
(Benny-Joel-Joyce-Paula, ETC., orgs.) may God have mercy...begging for $$$!!!