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hey germex ! i was glaad seeing that you're mexicann YO TAMBIEN LO SOY yeei! asi que bienvenida, y te entiendo completamente con eso de las ciudades violentas,, yo soy de sinaloaaa ya te imaginaras hahaha
well anything you need, aqui estooy, yo tmbb soy nuevaa aquii asi qe de pasoo, hello everyoneee lol
I don't know if you guys are already done chatting, but how about we set up another time at 8:30 PM, tomorrow (Tuesday) night? Would that work? 8:30 EST, or 5:30 for Beau (If you live in Cali).
That is absolutely terrible... now, nothing I say will mean anything to you, because my experiences pale in comparison to yours. However, just because your adoptive father was an evil man, and did terrible, terrible things to you doesn't mean there is no loving God. Simply because your biological family was racist doesn't mean there is no loving God. Simply because you have been so depressed that you tried killing yourself doesn't mean there is no loving God.
Why?
Because of a concept called Free Will. God wanted us to make a choice to live with Him forever, or to reject His offer. That is one of the main reasons we're here on earth. This means that for people to be able to choose evil over good, God has to allow evil to exist. It would be unloving of God to force everyone into His presence; to make everyone love Him (for two reasons):
1) Not everyone wants to give up their ability to sin, and live aside God forever. It would be unloving to make these people live with him.
2) Have you ever tried making a computer say "I love you"? Not very satisfying, is it? That's because it was programmed to do that. If God made everyone love Him, then we are all robots, incapable of actually choosing to love or reject Him.
What this all means is that evil has to exist. This doesn't mean God doesn't love you and care about you, but He must allow evil to exist. Now, you mentioned praying to God, and how it didn't work. Are you aware that prayer to the Almighty only works if you have been cleansed of sin? Unless you have the Holy Spirit living in you; unless you believe in God, He will not answer your prayers. A lot of people pray to God when they're in extreme danger, but He will not listen to them now, because they did not listen to Him when he tried to reach them.
Germex, I know these words will do less than make a little dent on the bulk of your experiences, but you have to understand that God wants to come into a relationship with you now, and that what happened in the past happened for a reason. I know that may sound incredibly bizarre, but it did. God causes all things to work for the good for those who love Him.
"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." (Romans 8:28)
Perhaps your trials will have made you a stronger individual; one able to talk on the same level as other people who have undergone enormous difficulties in life. You, and your experiences, have a purpose if you listen to the call of God; for He wants to come into a relationship with you!
Your story has broken my heart, and it breaks my heart even deeper to know that you believe that the one and true God isn't a loving God.
I will tell you why we believe God is a true and Loving God.
It is recorded in history, by christian and non-christian medium and witnesses that Jesus lived, Jesus performed miracles, Jesus was nailed to a cross and
tortured, and he rose on the third day. There are over 60 prophecies in the old testament about the coming savior and Jesus Fulfilled ALL of them without
exception. ALL of this is an undeniable fact. Now think about this, how could a carpenter who had no riches and who never sought after fame, who is so
humble, who's most important command for those who believed in him is to love one another, a man who we claim to have changed our lives and indeed he
has changed each and every one of our lives, even indirectly of those who don't believe in him, how could the WHOLE world have heard about this man?
If his disciples ,who were with him until the day he died and saw him face to face and saw his miracles and saw him nailed to the cross and risen from the grave, weren't sure that he was the true son of God why would they even bother to write so meticulous and rigorously everything they were taught and all that they experienced with him unless it was in fact true? and how could these scriptures be so relevant to us in these times? There is no monetary interest behind any of this, no one gains money from anyone believing in Jesus because you don't even have to go to Church to believe in him. The sole purpose of Jesus was to come as a sacrifice for our sins. He claimed to be the true son of God, he called him his father and evidence shows us he was no liar. As a mother that you are, imagine the pain of seeing your own son being tortured, despised and nailed to a cross, imagine that feeling. That is what the true living God was willing to feel in order to free all of humanity of sin. No other God walked among his creation, and no other God would die for those who believed in him. God loves you like no body else can because his love is infinite. There are no coincidences in this life. God is knocking at the door of your heart and he wants to stay with you forever. You and I can agree that all humanity sins, and sin is destructive it causes pain to us, evil things that people do to us break us and sins we do to others break them. That is why Jesus died on the cross, to take that away from you and give you life. You think we profit from you believing all this? you think all of us write all this stuff because we wan't to feel superior to you because we know this? you think we would take our time to write you back anything and say that God loves you? NO! we do this because we love you and because we have noticed radical changes in our lives that can't be explained by human planning or will. We want to see you love life as we do. we care about you, but more importantly God cares about you. All it takes is to confess to him that we are sinners and that it is only thanks to Jesus's sacrifice that we can ever talk to him and receive the GIFT of eternal life.
My friend my best hopes and wishes to you, and whether you read this or not i want you to know we are here for you and we love you.
Sincerely, Adrian
ya that really means nothing to me... no offense..
i just wanted to come one here to talk about things...
other sites they talk about sex and sex and then drugs...
tryin to stay away from those things so my friend told me bout this