I would join a group but I don't think the priest guy at the church or my parents would be ok with that because the priest doesn't really like me because I sort of ruined his bible which apparently was worth a lot and I called him quite a few nasty words and I told my parents that I hated god and they didn't react well to that and they refuse to take me to church until Im good enough for it. idk. but I do write a lot to kind of deal with stuff but writing can be very solitary and its a different type of help to actually talking to somebody I guess
You could mend this by getting him one to replace it - not just some generic Bible, but something meaningful that he'll remember. He'll love you twice as much as he did before, not because of the Bible, but that you did it from the heart.