I want to share my story because it’s been a long and difficult journey. I grew up in a strict Muslim household, where expressing my faith or personal choices felt impossible....For years, I struggled with fear, guilt, and isolation. I wanted to live freely but felt trapped under rules I didn’t fully believe in. Life often felt heavy, and I questioned if I’d ever find peace. Everything changed when I found Christ. I discovered salvation, hope, and unconditional love. For the first time, I realized that I am not defined by my past or by the expectations of my family. But life hasn’t been easy. Living in a household that doesn’t accept my faith is incredibly difficult. I face constant pressure, fear of rejection, and emotional struggle every single day. I want to live openly for Christ, grow in faith, and pursue a life where I can thrive spiritually, emotionally, and practically. Every day is a challenge, but I hold onto hope and the love of God. share this because I want others to know they are not alone. No matter how hard life feels, God’s love is real, and He is always with us even in our darkest moments.
Recently, my parents found out about my faith. Their reaction was harsh...they are now forcing me to follow Islamic practices strictly. It’s been emotionally and mentally crushing, and every day feels like a struggle to survive spiritually and emotionally. I live in constant fear and pressure. My home, which should be a place of safety, has become a place of conflict and restriction. It’s horrible to feel trapped in your own family because of your beliefs. am trying to find a way out. I’m looking for work or support so I can move to a safer place where I can live freely for Christ. But the reality is harsh laws in Iraq make it incredibly difficult for someone in my situation to find safety or independence. I share this not to ask for immediate help, but to let people know the struggles faced by those who have converted in places where faith change is not accepted. Living in fear for your beliefs is a daily reality for many. Even in the midst of this fear, I hold onto hope. I continue to pray, to grow in faith, and to seek a future where I can live freely and safely for Christ. 