@slave what would you recommend to fix this?
Accept the fact you have already died with Jesus on that Cross and experience dying to the right to yourself, as God leads you, and become fully dependent on God thru Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit - living in Righteousness by faith. But that is not what I recommend it is what the Bible recommends - Hence Jesus.
Annointed - this is about a relationship with the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. I would recommend simply telling your Father this question and letting Him begin to transform you as He wills. Prayer and silence and stillness and centering before God is my suggestion - but you already know this don't you?
Then - whatever God makes clear for you to do - do it immediately, and anything He does not make clear spiritually as you seek His face - don't do it.
God's Word is to transform and not simply inform you as well - for it is alive and active and cuts like a double edged sword - between spirit and flesh..


