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    Salvation

    Who here has truly suffered hellfire? Or rather holy cleansing fire? I have and I can say that the depths of torment given by hell are deserved by no man. The things I have done in this world pail in comparison to the evilest in the history of our times, but my suffering has been exponentially...
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    Salvation

    All are saved for they have the love of the truest next to them through all things. Heaven and hell can not separate you from love. THIS is biblical conspiracy
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    Salvation

    Because my view of salvation isn't supported by the general christian community. And if I'm honest it doesn't make sense if you really think about it. There are obviously evil people in this world that deserve Hell. But all thing's considered I can't accept eternal hell. I don't think that I...
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    Salvation

    The salvation of all that has ever been and ever will be. That is Jesus to me. The difference between knowing his name and rejecting it, being a life of knowing love or knowing wandering. When one knows the name of the lord one tends to be kept in peace, relatively speaking. Speak the name...
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    Prayers for my Grandmother (long)

    So there was a meeting today between the three sisters and my Grandmother. Everything came to a head and the short and skinny of it, at least coming from my mother, is that my oldest Aunt doesn't know how to work with others. Every time she was confronted about taking control she would say...
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    Prayers for my Grandmother (long)

    I wanted to express the situation that my family is in and ask for prayers on the matter. A year ago I posted a situation asking for prayers and I would say those prayers were heard. Part of this is just to get it off my chest because I don't deal with drama very well. I will try and be...
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    Prayers for my core family

    I guess this is just a blog at this point, I wanted to express my frustration to someone so this will have to work. I have been working all but 2 day's the past few weeks in order to make sure everyone had heat on christmas then to prepare for my dad to go out of town with my mom, she's been...
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    Reality of waiting until Married

    I'd really like to hear from those in here that didn't wait until marriage to have sex. I know it happens more than christians would like to admit, and saying such a thing is a double edged sword as it admit's fault to a judgmental community while at the same time giving someone a "free pass"...
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    Reality of waiting until Married

    I really don't appreciate the tone of looking down on me and the world I live in. I will admit that one part of it sounds surreal, about the two friends with 9 kids with 5 women, but those are friends from my past and people who I don't even speak to. Yes I live in a promiscuous world, but I...
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    Reality of waiting until Married

    I just wanted to get some thoughts from people who have been through the dating scene and found a partner, or those who didn't and have a family of their own. How realistic is it to wait for marriage before having sex? I'm not a virgin as I had sex a handful of times 17ish years ago but nothing...
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    America's Godly Heritage: Why America is a Republic, NOT a Democracy

    Thank you for that insight. I am often blatently at odd's with christians online. Far to often they forget the heart of Jesus and the fact that they are sinners themselves. Still I feel that the bible speak as true as it may be is subverting the OP statement. Still, I feel that if I had to...
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    America's Godly Heritage: Why America is a Republic, NOT a Democracy

    So I call your critical thinking into play here....... isn't it the extreme's on both sides at play here? You are obviously biased to the right extreme's, however I say both extreme's are at fault. Rarely those in the middle call for violence, it is always the extremes. Those so unwilling for...
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    Prayers for my core family

    When I finally moved out of my parents basement it was into my sisters old small house. She left so much stuff that the garage and one of the two bedrooms was full of her belonging's along with every closet in the house. It took me 3 years to get her stuff out of there because she kept telling...
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    Prayers for my core family

    I just wanted to post again, I don't know where to draw the line between gossip and expressing my situation but I need these thoughts to be out in the world and not just in my head. Today I went to my sisters house after work to help my dad paint the bathroom and replace the toilet, and her...
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    Prayers for my core family

    Oh and thank you all for the prayers. I have never been one for prayers about someone you don't know personally, however I'm starting to change my mind. Since posting this prayer request I have noticed a bit of peace around my father like everything is right and taken care of. The problems...
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    Prayers for my core family

    Just an update, I spoke with my mother a day or two ago and apparently we have a hefty amount of credit card debt. I knew we got hit hard with taxes as we made more than expected last year then we had to pay quarterly taxes but I didn't know things were this out of control. We will make due as...
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    Some people just aren't good.......

    I just watched 7 minutes of that video, and it is true. However I had to stop watching it because I can't read the bible. I can't let the lord speak to me any more due to my recovery process. The bible literally spoke directly to me and I can't let it happen again. I'm schizophrenic and need...
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    Some people just aren't good.......

    Thank you for those thought's. Honestly that list reminds me vividly of a conversation I had with a homeless man years ago. I have to tell the story. (sorry if this sounds self boasting, it's about an unreal day I had) *VERY LONG STORY* The first thing I did when digging myself out of a hole...
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    Some people just aren't good.......

    Thank you for the wisdom. It's all something that will take a while to soak in. I know that my mindset had it's place and time, but that is no longer. I used to speak to the destroyed and spoke as if I was meant to bring comfort to the truly desperate. However now I need to rethink that as...
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    Some people just aren't good.......

    Honestly I know this is the truth, I just don't know how to understand it. The point I'm improperly trying to make here, is that some people need to hear about love that will not end and will not leave, hearing that your sin is covered by a loving god is so powerful. The problem is, that the...