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    Some people just aren't good.......

    I'm a little drunk tonight, so please don't misunderstand me. Jesus Christ is the greatest being and also the smallest of beings. He is the Alpha and the Omega. He is with you in all times (if you can hear the words) and he is love exonerated far past the greatest arch angels. He knows...
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    Some people just aren't good.......

    See....... I think I am a universalist at heart.......... however I know better, I don't feel this way but I know that the only way to reconcile the thing's in this world is that hell is real and eternal. Still...... having been given a glimpse of hell, I can't help but pray for a lord so great...
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    Some people just aren't good.......

    Not to be a debby downer, but I get called a universalist for that mind set. The whole point of this post was that I have always given freely however I had a revelation that some people should be kept away from me. Again I view all of man kind as deserving of love and kindness, I just don't...
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    Worldly Pleasures

    This and this
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    Worldly Pleasures

    This is what I have This is what I want
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    Air conditioner smoking?

    It's either a transformer or blower motor in the furnace. Transformer is a $15-20 part blower motor is $120-650 part. Those are the only two parts that can make a smell that will go throughout the house. Also they are on the furnace not the air conditioner, the furnace moves the air for the...
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    Prayers for my core family

    I need to ask for some prayers for my core family, namely my father. We are very close to each other and supportive to no end but that doesn't mean we are perfect. When my dad got my mom pregnant he dedicated his entire life to his new family, he worked non-stop to provide everything within...
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    Half my life.......... wasted?

    It's very easy for me to think that the past two decades have been a failure and a waste of time and life. So much has happened yet so much of it was unbearable. This is a new version of my story, it's one I have recited a number of times and in a number of places online as a coping mechanism...
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    Prayers for my Aunt

    Also, can I get prayers for myself and my family? I'm mostly going off information from my mother and father which have a ton of bad blood with both of my Aunt's. I rarely look poorly on others however a few weeks ago my other Aunt was in town for a couple weeks and while I was working on my...
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    Prayers for my Aunt

    Can I get prayers for my Aunt? I confronted her tonight through text and kept it short and simple. I am a very quiet and introverted person so I know it carries weight. My grandmother closed on a town home thursday or friday night, she needs somewhere that she can live out her re imagined...
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    Some people just aren't good.......

    Thank you for that reminder. The problem I'm having though is that I view everyone as good at a cost to myself. In fact I have dedicated years of my life to one person in particular who was indeed a good person, yet it was 100% a one way street. At the time I saw it as god's work by helping...
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    Some people just aren't good.......

    I have been naive my entire life and treat everyone with good will, even one of the kids from our group in elementary school who hated me I was nice to him and gave him the benefit of the doubt. I don't have a hostile bone in my body and sure I got extremely angry at people who may have bullied...
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    YOU!!?!!!

    The LORD, Our father in heaven does Not need the praise of man. He does not exist because we love him, rather he exists because he loves us. When you may understand his unending and unconditional love, then and only then will you praise him. For he did not need vain words from your lips to...
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    YOU!!?!!!

    If you are reading this then there is a lord next to you, rather The lord who rules all of heaven and earth. And what is he doing given dominion of all space and time? He is tending to your heart, whether you understand his love for your heart or not, he has put aside all of creation to be next...
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    Child birth became painful

    Ostrich, some good food for thought. A comment on the one who sacrificed himself and then being cursed for all time. That's why he is Jesus, the lord and savior. He is more than capable to be next to one suffering immense pain and turmoil while also being able to transcend into the light. He...
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    Recovering

    Also again, I understand that some vessels are made for salvation and some are made for destruction. However I am wicked and deserving of destruction yet he saved me. So How can I tell another that they do not deserve that which has been freely given to me? I am not the man who's debt's have...
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    Recovering

    Also, when I say a very tiny Jesus, I mean that most don't even know he is there. He has known all of you since before you were born and never once required you to know his name. Define that as you wish but that's the truth. Don't get me wrong, there is massive benefit to calling him by name...
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    Recovering

    I must have had the wrong tone, I know this has been a mental imbalance and I am on medication and have been for several years. All of this has happened long ago but has in some way lasted until now. I would call myself recovered except for that little hint of what I've been through every now...
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    Recovering

    Oh I have nothing to do with a single one of them and it has been that way for year's. I had to finally muster up the courage to tell that friend that I want nothing to do with him. I spent many year's forgiving him..... over and over. Now I'm done with that and have cut off all...
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    Recovering

    I sure do get called many thing's other than a Christian. Call me what you want, I pray to Jesus every night and feel that I have a strong understanding of his heart. This is my outlook on life more than a testimony of who Jesus is. For me I treat everyone I come across as if they were a...