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  1. SecondHandHippie

    Next to my name it says..

    "SecondHandHippie is a Beacon of Light" and there are like six green bars? What does it mean?!? LOL
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    (Cross posted) Sometimes I Feel No Man Could Love Me with Four Kiddos :(

    But my kids are my world, and I love them so much! Hey everyone, so I am a single mom of four kiddos. I have been married twice. My first husband was Russian and was very abusive in every way imaginable. We had to run from him with our lives. I married him young. I had never dated before him...
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    Sometimes I Feel No One Can Love Me with Four Kids.

    Hey everyone, so I am a single mom of four kiddos. I have been married twice. My first husband was Russian and was very abusive in every way imaginable. We had to run from him with our lives. I married him young. I had never dated before him, and no one had ever explained domestic violence to...
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    The Hospital "Help Me" Cord

    August, 2013 My daughter is going on day eight of a long hospitalization. I finally managed to take a hot shower tonight, however at one point I found myself wasting a great deal of hot water while staring blankly at a wall. It took me a while to realize what I was doing. I finally woke up out...
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    Stones (a redemption poem)

    Broken, bruised beneth the stones, I traveled through my pain alone, When then I managed to crawl out, And turned my head to look about. The sky was grey and wet with tears, My body taxed by many years. The bitterness I kept inside, My hurt, my shame, my tears to hide. I pushed myself to act...
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    Seattle Children's Hospital: Conversations with God (2009)

    I was riding solo in the HOV lane on my way back from Children's. I wonder if anyone called the HERO number to report me. I wonder if they realized that my body was so used to having at least one sweet, chubby-cheeked kid staring at the back of my head that I was oblivious to the fact that I was...
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    Double Poetry about Jesus. :)

    Of life. Of death. His death. My life. His life. My death. To sin. To shame. Of life. Of death. Christ's death. My gain. He is Jesus. He was risen again, The salvation of men, He is Jesus. He is faithful. Though my world is ablaze, My commitment a maze, He is faithful. He is...
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    Trials

    I'm happy in the trials that the Lord has brought to me, His hand has gently held me in the things I've had to see. Though others see my trials as a beating from bellow, And I can see the reasons why they've come to think this so, I've learned to take the heartache that the devil throws my way...
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    Doubt

    He breaths the wind And it blows To stir the earth To nudge the waves to and fro Mighty are his gentle hands So matchless So scarred To shape the lives of common man Sometimes I ask to empty skies Where proof is Where truth lives Still searching for a Thomas sign But do I need to see the scars...
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    Does God Lie?

    Yesterday, I had some praise and worship music blasting in the house while I was cleaning. The front door was open since it was sunny. Emma (one of my daughters with special needs who cannot walk) was sitting in the doorway, dancing and really getting into the music. Suddenly she stopped and...
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    Little Emma (a poem about my disabled daughter)

    Two feet, Dancing perfectly in time, With the sounds of life. A song wells up, From a little heart. A dance is made, From little toes, And hands stretched high, In joyful praise. Her eyes are closed, Her smile bright, Her curls sway, To music sweet. In her heart, She moves her feet, And dances...
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    How Could They (a prolife poem about my daughter)

    A poem written after doctors encouraged me to abort my daughter Naomi because of her sever medical condition. My daughter, Such sweet cheeks of fluff, And toes that softly wiggle, How could a mother stop a life, And never hear a giggle? My daughter, When you were so small, And warm inside my...
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    Holy War

    This shell is wretched, Tied to sin, I fight a holy war within. My heart, it keeps me close to you, But soon the battle starts anew, And twists my will to make me do, The things I do not want to do. I take the bribe and it is sweet, My traitor hands, my traitor feet. What sad and mornful irony...
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    Car Junk: A Poem for Moms and Dads

    Car Junk The nugget there beneath her feet, The French fries shrivled on his seat, They munched before we drove through town, To meet a new friend we had found The M&Ms both here and there, And scattered mostly everywhere, Was such a special little treat, For sitting still upon her seat, As they...
  15. SecondHandHippie

    I'm kinda new. I was here in 1997, and just realized my teen hang out is still here.

    It's 1:30am and my four kids are sleeping, so yo, yo check my pro'. My brain is in sleep mode. LOL Sorry. I'm BAAAACK, twenty years later (it's been 20 YEARS???) I'm a 34 year old single mom of four. So HOWDY! :)
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    False Teacher Rick Warren (Saddle Back Ch, Celebrate Recovery, Purpose Driven Life)

    I was sitting in Bible study today and suddenly realized that Oprah's view of spirituality is the exact same make and model as Rick Warren's spirituality for the program of Celebrate Recovery and many other programs that he has within his church. Out of curiosity, I Googled Oprah and Rick Warren...
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    Any Single Parents Out There?

    I have this vision: I will meet a wonderful, hard working, sober, strong, loving, compassionate, single dad who loves children, Jesus and the great outdoors. We will become good friends over a few years, and then God will bring us together in the wonderful bond of marriage. He will love my...
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    Uploading a profile pic

    No matter what I do, I can't seem to upload a pic to my profile. Do you have to pay before you can do that? Thanks! :) https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=1873414772920025&l=2f34305a49