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I know it's pathetic, but sometimes I'm willing to do just about anything to get attention, for people to acknowledge I exist. Any attention, even if it's bad, is better than none at all. And for the record, I wouldn't be caught dead acting this way in public. I'm the meekest, mildest, most...

On other days I fantasize, imagining I'm with someone (usually a man) who loves me wholly and completely with no strings attached. Someone who's there for me and wants and desires me, and doesn't treat me with pity but respect, and doesn't constantly ignore me except to criticize me. I know it's...

And I feel like the only way I can get someone to pay attention is if I get mad. No one pays attention or takes seriously someone who's meek and mild all the time. On certain days though, I like being angry. It makes me feel like I have value and what I have to say matters. It gets sh*t done!

All I've really seen is that people want to argue with me. I've looked at all the posts and they're most of the time just argumentative. By the way, I have people I email online, but those opportunities for me to do that are very limited, 'cause I can't force people to chat with me. What I...

I've done a lot of things to cope with it. And I'm NOT angry 25/7. The reason I don't focus a lot on the positive is because I don't want to be some doe-eyed naive girl who eventually has to learn about how the world works the hard way. And maybe one other reason I'm angry is because I've lost...

My problem is that I know I have nothing to be angry about. And ironically enough I start feeling more angry just for being angry, like I'm a spoiled brat or something.

Wrong.

I don't have some big grand testimony. Mine is boring compared to most people. It's funny. We don't wanna glorify sin yet you won't get a chance at the mic unless you came out drugs or prostitution or gang violence, etc. Then you got people like me who grew up in Mr. Rogers Neighborhood, wishing...

Try actually caring and being kind then.

Ma'am, I have Aspergers'. I'd describe it here, but truly no one would know what it's like unless they experienced it themselves. All I can say is that it makes me socially awkward and often makes me look stupid. I think VERY black and white. I want relationships but don't understand them. I...

Maybe I should just stop coming here period. It's obvious everyone here hates me and can't stand me even when they say they love me. It's obvious that I'll only make an utter fool of myself by coming here. My depression is inconsequential compared to the real sh*t I somehow was able to avoid by...

People, I've lost hope in having friends long ago. The only person I can truly go to without fear of judgment and condemnation is myself. Sure, I get p*ssy and immature and whine, but why try to fight it when that's all the world is willing to see?

Fine. I don't see though why you'd want to chat with a girl who feels sorry for herself yet has a life most people would kill for, who's so tired of trying to be positive because it's never worked for her, who feels like she has to get mad for people to listen to her. I'm a spoiled brat unworthy...

Nobody likes to listen to me PERIOD.

Oh like you have?!

Friends don't call each other awful things. And I told you I DON'T BELIEVE YOU. Kind words would be like, "Hey, I know you must have a lot going on in your life. You seem pretty angry and it makes me concerned and I'd like to reach out to you." But I guess I'm gonna have to accept your effing...

Well, there's nothing I can say now. Everything I say will be used against me. Even what I said just now. And I have repented time and again for my sins sir. Do you want to feel like a sl*t simply because you want to know what it's like to be kissed? Do you want to feel like an insufferable...

I don't believe you love me. Everything you say says otherwise. Why would I want to email someone who calls me names and so far has not said one kind thing to me? Do you seriously expect me to take you up on your offer?

Yeah. Telling me the truth in love by calling me names. Give me a break. So what if I have money, a house, a loving family, food, and clothes? So what if I've never been robbed, assaulted, raped, or ANYTHING! What have I done to deserve any of it? I'll tell you what. NOTHING! I know I deserve...

Just a thought, but what if I told everybody here that I was going to kill myself because I'm sick of being rejected and feeling like all I do is antagonize people? Would you suddenly care then? I doubt you would.