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But my situation is more darker than everyone else. Nobody unlike me actually believed the blasphemous words from the Pharisees when they said that Jesus had a demon. That's why I feel like I went way too far than most people and I am permanently screwed at such a young age. I won't wish this on...

But what I did seems to be exactly what the Pharisees did as well. I wish something crazy happened that day that I wouldn't have believed those blasphemous lies that the Pharisees said. As I said, out of billions of people walking this earth, I have yet to come across someone who messed up this...

That's considered blasphemy from what I know because sin starts from inside. I was told that if you believed what the pharisees said, you are doomed. I really tried hard to put my mind on something else now it's too late.

Actually, there's many Christians who do that today out of ignorance but they might be guilty. However, I knew about Jesus Christ and at age 14, I foolishly believed what the Pharisees said when they called the Holy Spirit a demon. I wish that I never heard about this sin but I messed up more...

You said "If that were the case you wouldn't be concerned with it now." What do you mean by that? I still feel screwed because I don't have the conviction that leads unto repentance.

As I said, I understand what the Bible says about God's grace and mercy but according to what I did many years ago at the age of 14 as a kid, I feel like the damage has been done already and there's no hope. It's tough for me to move on and I truly feel damned. I think my life would have been...

1. Well, yes I mean exactly that but that happened at age 14 at the time. 2. No, I don't believe that anymore. However, I feel like even though I don't believe that anymore, the damage has been done already for my eternal status with God.

But it was a belief and I really messed up. I didn't mean to. It's tough to explain all of this. I just wish that I never heard of this sin.

No, thoughts and beliefs are two different things. There was a time in my life at age 14 after hearing about the unforgivable sin, I believed the lie of the pharisees when they said that Jesus has a demonic spirit and it's too late for me. I tried to stop that from happening but everything...

What happened to you?

I still believe that this may not work. I believed that I must have messed up my chances of getting into heaven forever. But I heard good advice: wether or not I am doomed to hell, continue to serve Christ and warn others not to make the same mistakes like me.

Brother, you don't have to be rude. I really tried to stop those thoughts from coming to me but I messed up extremely hard. I just wish I never existed. I have to look forward to eternal hell...

What is the advice on what I should do next?

So basically I am screwed forever?

I really did not want to go to hell forever. I messed up. I think that I should go back and talk to a pastor about everything that happened to me.

I have talked to multiple pastors about this but I never told them this particular part. Isn't believing the blasphemous thoughts about what the pharisees said blasphemy against the Holy Spirit? I basically messed up and I haven't felt the same ever since. The pastors told me to rest but nothing...

But he won't answer.

Unfortunately, I am trying to pray to God but I am so spiritually dry and dead that I can't even pray to God anymore.

Well I had thoughts about what the pharisees said when I was a kid at 14 and I believed that for a moment but I tried to stop myself from believing that at that age but it was too late.

My faith is weak and I strongly believe that there's no hope for me