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  1. PaintMySpiritGold

    You Could Have Died, But You Didn't

    "he was nothing, so he thought. A worthless piece of debris in an ocean of beautiful souls" why did You give me the heart but not the words why did You give me the desire but not the wisdom I know if I tell someone They will say I am wrong So instead I keep it inside And it's eating me up...
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    If I Make It to Heaven, I Won't Be Happy

    "All my life I've been running from a pain in me A feeling I don't understand That's holding me down" I had a dream last night That I was... me The real me The true me The me that no one can see What I would do For a message from You Just a sign, a symbol That this is not just a dream That...
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    I Just Wanted To Fly

    "may you be in heaven before the devil knows you're dead and may these winds be always at your back" I was sitting on the edge of the bridge slowly strumming my guitar singing a song hoping for someone to listen I was sitting on the edge of the bridge thinking about jumping what would happen...
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    My God is Better Than Yours

    "My God is better than yours And the walls are so thick I hear nothing at all" Preach this way Pray that way "The bible clearly says.." Your interpretation is wrong And my interpretation is right I am a TRUE believer You are a fake "that is ignorant nonsense" "satanic belief" "you appear to...
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    Where is God when I need Him?

    I've been begging and praying for some answers from God. And just asking Him to listen to me. I've been patient, I've been a (somewhat) good Christian. But I cannot hear Him. I don't feel Him. Where was He when I was on the floor crying and praying my heart out? Where was He when I was thanking...
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    Is There No One

    I feel empty I don't feel God, or anything at all I don't know what I'm doing here Why am I here? Sure, I've prayed I've knelt down and prayed Through my tears Begged for forgiveness, begged for hope, begged for answers begged for anything at all But all I hear is a screaming silence Am I...
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    A beautiful dream

    My first blog post. Probably doesn't make sense to anyone who reads it but me. Just my thoughts. A dream, a longing, a desire From God? A dream that changed my life If I were to tell you about this dream of mine, you'd say, "Well that's a nice dream, kiddo, but that's not how it works. Wake...
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    What does it mean to be saved?

    I just joined a few days ago and hear a lot of people on here talking about when and how they were saved. I've been a christian my whole life so of course I've heard about it, but I never really understood it. I'm christian and accept Jesus in my heart, but does that mean I'm saved? I never had...
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    hi there

    Hello everyone, new here. Hope to meet new friends :)