wisdom is not the issue. it is a disease that prevents the message from my brain being spoken in a way that people accept
Provided that your desire to be accepted by God is greater than your longing to be accepted by men; I asked for your affliction to be healed.
If you haven't felt the peace of the God in your affliction; I hope you experience that first.
Speaking personally; I know that for me, there have been times when I would have been like the 9 lepers that were cleansed that never came back to give thanks and glory to Jesus; so, in that way that my afflictions have been for my own good. That God is good and worthy to be praised has taken a while to really sink in. I'm a pretty goal/mission oriented and focused person myself, and taking the time to stop and give thanks to God does not come naturally
which, I do not believe is a total curse: "existential gratitude" allows unsaved people to be thankful for things which they ought not- and they offer to idols the praise which belongs to God. There are people on their way to eternal destruction; and they are happy about it! So, it's definitely a good thing to be delivered from that and delivered from the fate of people that feed on the validation of men.
Even if you don't have the same or similar issues, I am confident that God knows what he is doing and I pray that you will stay encouraged if things don't change right away; and that the peace of God stays with you.