More than anything in this life, I need the assurance Jesus is with me. Im so afraid my mind is all messed up. Im.afraid God may have left me. Please, I beg of you, pray for me ... Ive begun to doubt when the Lord was speaking to me. Im very scared. I know I was saved on November 23, 1975 but my assurance is still shaky. The ene.y has done a nu.ber on me.