I am corrupted and impure

I can’t think straight anymore. I have sinned so many times in the last 4-5 months with a recent girlfriend, that I went from being blessed, to the opposite of blessed.

After over ten years of following Christ, I gave all of it away for western romantic
Christianity.

I don’t know why God hasn’t destroyed me yet. I’m definitely due for God’s wrath, God’s judgement upon me.

Is this a country club or a place where followers of Jesus actually are?

Country club

Jesus tells us, of all whom the Father gives him he shall lose none.

You are forgiven your sins. Now,being you are the only one,besides God,who knows the details of those, I think you have to forgive yourself.

God knows everything about you. And you are still loved.

Pour out your confession to him. Not to let him know what you e done. But to release the weight of the guilt from your heart.
Write it out if you want. Cry out aloud in the privacy of your own home.

Whatever it takes to let out this weight you feel on you that leads you to think God has foredaken.

I'll pray for you that you put God back to being first in your life before it's too late. I know it can be tough to let go of sin, but I know God wants you to succeed in overcoming this. Submit to God and He will help you to do just that!


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praying man!