Dying alone

I am all alone. I am have nothing to hope for. Recently, I decided to send emails to churches and foundations and groups online, I still get disappointed.

It is hard to understand my situation but I see cruelty in every area of my life.

Where can I ask for help ? May someone durect me.

Not a great answer as "Timothy" points out, "where is your faith" without works, if someone knocks on your door and asks for bread and you say "God bless you, be warm" etc, and close the door, is not your faith dead? That's roughly what Timothy points to. Basically "cheapskate christians" giving blessings and no help physically. I do not blame you for your advice though, because such a message like the thread posted, looks like a scam from a foreign country, and how can believers tell?

If you are alone and have no life to hold on to, leave, and go to another more christian filled place, if you feel God leads you to this. Sell what you have and go. If I had nothing and nowhere to hold on to, I would leave. But my family are not saved and I have nowhere else to go. If you are that poor, sleep at a christian churches door or similar, praying for help also. But asking for things here is looking like a money scam to steal our bank details or other. I hope you understand. God bless, in Jesus name, Amen.

Are you referring to James?

Probably, sorry my bad.

Are there any righteous people/groups living in Cameroon? It seems like the baptist hospitals do not give food to their patients. This is a concern.

Here in nz public hospitals give food 3 times a day to patients unless they are nil by mouth, in which case they are drip fed.

The best food for emergency nutrition is actually human breast milk, but hospitals generally give formula, or saline drip. If you are under public health, you dont need to pay for this.

Approaching social services or any of your local churches for alms or direction is a good start. You could equip yourself to be employable even without the use of your eyes as that is where you are at present.

Be prepared for the worst is what I would say. And take steps on what you can do.

I empathize with you my brother. No amount of words I can say or advice I give will be sufficient to quench your thirst or appease your hunger.

But you need help. Not from the people of this site. But from immediate resources near and around you.

I had a friend in college who went blind slowly. I know that it was difficult for him. He was very intelligent. He did all the reading he could, before he lost his eyesight. He prepared himself for that life. Education could be through audio books as well.

In every step, you have to reinvent yourself in this harsh world. You have to fight my brother. That's my encouragement to you.

Remember, that God helps those who help themselves. That's what they don't say at the Church.

God is there. He hears your cry and sees your pain. But you have to fight. Don't expect any Church to hold your hand and save you when you need it the most.

It mostly doesn't happen. Only God helps His people and comes through when His people pray to Him.

But keep trying locally. You could seek refuge or asylum in a different country. Find someone to sponsor your treatment. Find a job that won't require the use of your eyesight.

You have to look at every alternative. If you want it bad and if you work for it, you will find a way out. God will be with you and help you.

Don't give up hope. This is my encouragement to you. God bless you

1st: call on Jesus who is open 24 hours a day. 2nd: become a born again Christian as John 3:5 teaches. also, read Romans 10:9. 3rd: follow it up with Romans 12;2. 4th: read; 2nd Timothy 2:7,15. 5th: get a King James Study Bible with great liner notes, concordances & study helps. 6th: ask God in the name of Jesus to assist you in reading & learning the Bible. too, ask for the Holy Spirit's help. (read John 16:13 & John 14:26 ). blessings to you. & GET STARTED NOW IT'S LATE!!!