I wish you people would quit this corrupt teaching of once saved always saved!
We are save by grace through faith. Faith is what makes connection to God's grace. Faith is our part. Our salvation is dependent upon continuing from faith to faith, not just a one time faith.
That's cute! Rewriting the Bible! "Continuing from faith to faith, not just a one time faith" of course this phrase is found no where in the Bible. God does not give us faith and then walks away, while we beg him from more faith. He gives us the measure of faith, which we will need from the day we were justified, till the day Jesus returns at the second coming.
"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for, being convinced of what we do not see" Hebrews 11:1.
We do not constantly replace our faith with new faith. Instead, we walk with Jesus, who renews and transforms us into the image of Christ.
"And we all, with unveiled faces reflecting the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another, which is from the Lord, who is the Spirit." 2 Cor. 3:18
Also, I not see a single Bible address in this post? You know, like John 3:16 or Matthew 6?
@OP
I do wish people who think you can lose your salvation would read the Bible better, and also, grow some respect for God!
If God saved us, it's because he knows we will endure to the end.
Thinking you can lose your salvation, is ludicrous! God is clear we are DEAD in our sins, before God saved us!
"As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient." Eph. 3;1-2
"But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, 5 made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved." Eph 2:4-5
"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away, and look, new things have come." 2 Cor. 5:17
These passages, among others, show that we are dead in our sins. God then makes us new creatures in Christ, by saving us. Again, God is sovereign, he doesn't make mistakes. He doesn't save someone who turns away from God. They may have thought they were saved, maybe some artificial joy, but they walk away and forget God. That is not what a saved person does, listen to what the apostle John says in his epistles:
"They went out from us, but they did not belong to us; for if they had belonged to us, they would have remained with us. However, they went out so that it might be made clear that none of them belongs to us." 1 John 2:19.
No matter what it looks like, someone who turns and walks away from God was never saved in the first place.
Salvation or being justified is a gift of God. We are dead people who cannot make the choice to suddenly be alive. But God can save us, and give us grace to believe, when he makes us a new creature in Christ!
Who is stronger, you or God? I have to say God is many millions of times stronger than me. When he saved me, he had the power and strength to make me a new creation, and he has the strength to keep me from losing my new life in Christ and falling away from God. Yes, we do have to obey God, always. But if we sin, 1 John 1:9 tells us:
"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." 1 John 1:9
Confess your sins. Turn back to God. I once got very angry at God. When I first was crippled with Rheumatoid Disease, I begged God to heal me. I had some Word Faith friends, who also prayed for me. When I wasn't healed, they told me I didn't have enough faith to be healed. But Jesus says he gives us a measure of faith.
"For by the grace given to me I say to everyone among you not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think, but to think with sober judgment, each according to the measure of faith that God has assigned." Romans 12:3
It is really blaspheming God to say someone does not have enough faith. Jesus says we are assigned or given the measure of faith we need. So, I was so broken, hurt and abandoned I turned my back on God. I stopped praying, reading my Bible, and going to church. But, God told me to read 5 Psalms. So after 2 years, basically I turned around and "saw" God has been behind me, where he had always been. I read 5 Psalms a day, more or less, for 2 years. At the end of that time, I was suddenly put on better meds, and I could do things, and the pain wasn't killing me. I found a lovely little church, and God called me to seminary. I've never had such a dark night, again, despite med failures, struggles and pain.
No one can lose their salvation by sinning, but they can learn important lessons about confessing their sins, and being obedient to God.
God will never drop you like a rotten egg, and decide he made a mistake saving you.
"for [Jesus] has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.” Hebrews 13:5b.
And if God did make a mistake in saving you, you have found the wrong God. God does not make mistakes, ever.
Finally, the Bible says over and over we are saved by grace through faith. Repentance comes next. We are not saved if we didn't truly repent of our sins. But no where in the NT does it say we are saved by our works. Either doing good things, or not doing bad things. We are saved by God, who gave us his grace through faith.
"For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— 9 not by works, so that no one can boast. 10 For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." Eph 2:8-10
I hope you can come to terms with the fact that God chose us in him, before the foundation of the world.
"For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight. In love 5 he predestined us for adoption to sonship through Jesus Christ, in accordance with his pleasure and will— 6 to the praise of his glorious grace, which he has freely given us in the One he loves." Eph 1:4-6
So, like others have said, don't rely in your feelings. Rely on your Bible. Read it daily, in order. Start by reading 3 chapters of the OT and 1 of the NT. I also read a Psalm, a chapter in a Koine Greek, and part of a chapter in German, but you don't need to do that. With 3OT and 1NT chapters you should get through the entire Bible in a year. Pray before you read, and ask God to show you something. Don't stop after one reading! I'm past 50 times through the whole Bible, and it was easy. Anyone can do it!
PS, read a newer version of the Bible, but don't get into the paraphrased versions. NIV, HCSB, NET, are all good formal translations. Don't try to read in a language you are not fluent in, say like Shakespearean English in the KJV.