Okay this is a very turbulent week for me so perhaps this is my ocd and scruples talking but, if I were to give up all my hobbies (as I feel like I focus on them more than on God) does anyone have suggestions on what I can do? Do I spend all my time praying? 🤔 I had a job till recently (it was not for the money but something to occupy my time so I'm not sitting at home thinking all day) unfortunately due to irregular management I was forced to leave. It's hard for me to tell what I should and shouldn't do. I have almost zero discernment and I'm anxious about everyone of my hobbies (life in general actually) I cant help but feel I have an incredibly boring life ahead of me and I'm trying to prepare for alternative things to take my time. Unfortunately reading the bible is one of my least favorite things to do as it causes severe anxiety I know that is not a good thing and it should be my biggest source of spiritual help. But honestly it terrifies me.
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