Midnight Confessions

Public libraries announced they were closing from today for 2 weeks so I jumped in the car to borrow 31 books.

Yeah, if I put people on ignore I never know if (whisper) they're talking about me!

I find your avatar disturbing and unacceptable for Christian chat, as well as your dialog. I have reported you. If you are not here with malicious intent, which I find difficult to believe, change your avatar immediately before you make another post, and keep in mind that this is a Christian chat room. Horror type scenarios, horror movies, etc... will not be tolerated here. Why would a Christian watch a horror movie, or use halloween type scenarios? Turning down the lights should be for relaxing with safe Christian friends and family.
Do not make any more posts in here.
You have been reported and I have requested a permanent ban.

Maybe they're saying good stuff about you. Yeah, there's a chance that's what's happening.

I have to confess that in the past I have viewed images on the internet of women, always seeking artistic, non-sexually oriented images, but just simple beauty. This is an innocent idea. But, usually goes down an unhealthy rabbit trail. It takes a lot of discipline to look at ONE artistic painting or image. There used to be a potato chip ad years ago with a slogan that went: "betcha can't eat just ONE lays potato chip!"

Kareem Abdul Jabbar and Larry Bird
(standard YouTube license, non-professional, demo only, copyright to the Lays chip company(s)

It's about the same with internet images. Even if you seek out artistic images, you have to wade through the swamp to find them, and I would bet big bucks that you can't just find one and call it good. "well....that one was artistically done....how about another?" And another, and another, and then your wife finds out, and wants to know why a woman in your own house and life is not artistic enough. And seriously, this can end marriages.
I'm over it. I have victory over it. If I was to ever view an artistic image, I would want my wife or ladyfriend present, and/or get her permission as to what constitutes art. But, it's a risky activity and can offend a lady, and promotes underage and illicit activity, and an industry that exploits and abuses women, most of whom are coerced and misled, or deceived and enticed for financial desperation, or their unusual beauty.

It takes a saintly heart to appreciate the natural beauty of women, beginning and ending with your own. A pastor told a story or folklore about a lady who rode into a town in her natural beauty on a horse centuries ago. The town considered it a scandal and turned their eyes away. But, one innocent and disciplined monk gazed at her beauty with a pure heart and said, "behold the natural beauty of a beautiful woman made in the image and likeness of God, riding a beautiful horse, one of God's greatest creations!!" (paraphrase from memory-artistic license)

This is an example of an inspired, tastefully created, artistic discreet image, from a Women's Health Magazine that fits this story: The beautiful and unequaled princess of tasteful tease, Chrissy Teigen, who promotes good healthy living through exercise and healthy foods.
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And this photo below is my own picture after recovering from an illness through healthy eating and finding healthy activities. Please consider these as examples of modesty, moderation, and artistically inspired images, and repentance from past excesses - seriously, one artistic image is fine, but a whole bag of potato chips is not a healthy diet!
Good health and recovery is possible!
Don't fear the Corona virus.
Share a Corona with a lady.
But, not someone else's lady.
These are just examples for good health and artistic modesty.

That's even worse! I DEFINITELY want to know if people are saying good things about me!

I find your avatar disturbing and unacceptable for Christian chat, as well as your dialog. I have reported you. If you are not here with malicious intent, which I find difficult to believe, change your avatar immediately before you make another post, and keep in mind that this is a Christian chat room. Horror type scenarios, horror movies, etc... will not be tolerated here. Why would a Christian watch a horror movie, or use halloween type scenarios? Turning down the lights should be for relaxing with safe Christian friends and family.
Do not make any more posts in here.
You have been reported and I have requested a permanent ban.

Kettle you're very black. You report someone who hasn't been here in years for an avatar that there is absolutely nothing wrong with yet see nothing wrong with posting pictures of yourself and others half naked.

Consider yourself fortunate that you aren't the one getting banned.

I have to confess that in the past I have viewed images on the internet of women, always seeking artistic, non-sexually oriented images, but just simple beauty. This is an innocent idea. But, usually goes down an unhealthy rabbit trail. It takes a lot of discipline to look at ONE artistic painting or image. There used to be a potato chip ad years ago with a slogan that went: "betcha can't eat just ONE lays potato chip!"

Kareem Abdul Jabbar and Larry Bird
(standard YouTube license, non-professional, demo only, copyright to the Lays chip company(s)

It's about the same with internet images. Even if you seek out artistic images, you have to wade through the swamp to find them, and I would bet big bucks that you can't just find one and call it good. "well....that one was artistically done....how about another?" And another, and another, and then your wife finds out, and wants to know why a woman in your own house and life is not artistic enough. And seriously, this can end marriages.
I'm over it. I have victory over it. If I was to ever view an artistic image, I would want my wife or ladyfriend present, and/or get her permission as to what constitutes art. But, it's a risky activity and can offend a lady, and promotes underage and illicit activity, and an industry that exploits and abuses women, most of whom are coerced and misled, or deceived and enticed for financial desperation, or their unusual beauty.

It takes a saintly heart to appreciate the natural beauty of women, beginning and ending with your own. A pastor told a story or folklore about a lady who rode into a town in her natural beauty on a horse centuries ago. The town considered it a scandal and turned their eyes away. But, one innocent and disciplined monk gazed at her beauty with a pure heart and said, "behold the natural beauty of a beautiful woman made in the image and likeness of God, riding a beautiful horse, one of God's greatest creations!!" (paraphrase from memory-artistic license)

This is an example of an inspired, tastefully created, artistic discreet image, from a Women's Health Magazine that fits this story: The beautiful and unequaled princess of tasteful tease, Chrissy Teigen, who promotes good healthy living through exercise and healthy foods.


And this photo below is my own picture after recovering from an illness through healthy eating and finding healthy activities. Please consider these as examples of modesty, moderation, and artistically inspired images, and repentance from past excesses - seriously, one artistic image is fine, but a whole bag of potato chips is not a healthy diet!
Good health and recovery is possible!
Don't fear the Corona virus.
Share a Corona with a lady.
But, not someone else's lady.
These are just examples for good health and artistic modesty.

I am sometimes angry with God, and I argue with Him. He always wins, of course.

Nice to see you again Didy. Yeah, me and God had it out at work yesterday. It was not the best of days. I get mad at God an average of once a week. My bad, of course.

Nice to see you as well, sir!

a friend who I hadnt talked to in over a year rang me to say she was in the nuthouse and she wanted me to visit last night. I said I couldnt as we are going into lockdown and I have to look after my folks.

she had all the time to call me all year and never did and now she wants to put peoples lives at risk by having me visit her in hospital? If I didnt know her I would surely think she was joking but you cant reason with crazy. she is in the safest place right now.

Lord you will have to visit her for me.

Nice to see you too. Last time we talked I believe that you were in the process of divorce of your lousy second wife and considering trying for a casino job. I sincerely hope that all went well with you. Very happy to see you again.

well thats ok YOU dont have to be my friend .

she rang the next day and was fine. she often jokes about stuff like that. Its a condition called schizoaffective I have known her for years. If you knew her history you would not judge. She has doctors looking after her.