I'm not sure what you are saying.
You're claiming to read my heart when you cannot.
My position is that God CHOOSES some of the worst individuals to make His glory shown more clearly. And, he regenerates individuals that others consider worthless.
Read 1 Cor 1:26 ff.
1 Corinthians 1:26-31 26 For consider your
calling, brothers: not many of you were wise according to worldly standards, not many were powerful, not many were of noble birth. 27 But
God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise;
God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong; 28
God chose what is low and despised in the world, even things that are not, to bring to nothing things that are, 29
so that no human being might boast in the presence of God. 30 And
because of him you are in Christ Jesus, who became to us wisdom from God, righteousness and sanctification and redemption, 31
so that, as it is written, “Let the one who boasts, boast in the Lord.”
(ESV)
It is amusing to me how many people are blind to the fact that 1) God chooses 2) God chooses people with particular characteristics 3) that he chooses people like this to make his glory known.
However, the claim of free-willers is that GOD DOESN'T CHOOSE AT ALL. Or they twist it around to claim that they chose God instead, and that is why God chose them, and therefore God doesn't choose and there was something more noble about them that caused them to choose God while someone else didn't.
That's what it all boils down to.
Additionally, I am continually surprised by those who claim to know my heart. It is true that I state my position bluntly and plainly, and folks don't like that, and I am shocked people don't acknowledge these things. Or, they see the truth but retreat back to their old position in short order.
I am like the blind man who was healed by Jesus, and praised God for it. He told the Pharisees that it's plain Jesus isn't from Satan, yet they refused to see and they cast him out of the synagogue (John 9). It is just plain that God chooses individuals, yet most people will simply refuse to see it because it doesn't fit what they've been taught. It's pretty simple to me. But, they don't want to hear things that challenge what they've been TAUGHT.
That's actually what Melach said.....he started to see that people believe because they are Jesus' sheep, and they are not Jesus' sheep because they believe. He said, that isn't like I was TAUGHT. This betrayed the fact that what he believes relates to what he's been TAUGHT by other people. Ultimately, I think he rejected the position that people believe because they are Jesus' sheep, and he causes them to believe, but he saw it for a moment then retreated back into his free-willer worldview.
I realize there's a strong anti-Reformed element here though. They want to bully those who believe differently on this matter. Too bad I can't be bullied and I know what the Bible says