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Monnkai

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Monnkai, you liked on my post, but you have not answered my questions..
Sorry I was busy indeed I do believe all those things my problem which I believe was resolved and it was just me being depressed was I didn't feel I was commited to Christ however I did get a bit of the holy spirit a while ago and really had gut feeling as I always do when the holy spirit interact with me is that im fine I just tend to doubt everything including my intentions. Don't know if its from the Autism or not I just doubt everything at times Im quite glad the holy spirit intervened cuz I was kind juggling the concept of just giving up all together and possibly killing myself
 

Monnkai

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Monnkai, you liked on my post, but you have not answered my questions..
Still couldn't tell 100% if Im saved or not but I got a feeling Gods got it all worked out and I do indeed trust him :) I do indeed and I intend to do more for him because of what he's done countless times for me Im going to visit a local church monday and I will get the ball rolling so to speak :)
 

blue_ladybug

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Sorry I was busy indeed I do believe all those things my problem which I believe was resolved and it was just me being depressed was I didn't feel I was commited to Christ however I did get a bit of the holy spirit a while ago and really had gut feeling as I always do when the holy spirit interact with me is that im fine I just tend to doubt everything including my intentions. Don't know if its from the Autism or not I just doubt everything at times Im quite glad the holy spirit intervened cuz I was kind juggling the concept of just giving up all together and possibly killing myself
Suicide is never an option. It doesn't solve anything, and only creates heartache for those left behind.. My first attempt was as a very young child, and I waited until very late at night to grab my mom's sewing scissors. My plan was to stab myself in the stomach. Kind of like a final F you to my family, especially my mom who is the main reason I even tried suicide. Luckily I wimped out, but have made numerous attempts throughout my life..
 

Monnkai

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Suicide is never an option. It doesn't solve anything, and only creates heartache for those left behind.. My first attempt was as a very young child, and I waited until very late at night to grab my mom's sewing scissors. My plan was to stab myself in the stomach. Kind of like a final F you to my family, especially my mom who is the main reason I even tried suicide. Luckily I wimped out, but have made numerous attempts throughout my life..
I completely agree Ive been struggling for the past few days with borderline insanity I had a panic attack the other night and I thought I had a stroke I felt if I put the book down I was reading I would literally die or something worse it was strange but I've had it before a few times. Its been while though. Thankfully the Lords been helping me through with moments of clarity and awe at him. Without those I maybe in the nut house right now lol :)