Suicide is never an option. It doesn't solve anything, and only creates heartache for those left behind.. My first attempt was as a very young child, and I waited until very late at night to grab my mom's sewing scissors. My plan was to stab myself in the stomach. Kind of like a final F you to my family, especially my mom who is the main reason I even tried suicide. Luckily I wimped out, but have made numerous attempts throughout my life..