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Hi, Honey.

I am sorry that you have had to endure so much at such a young age. If it is any encouragement to you at all, then honey seems to be a sign of a blessing in scripture.

For example, when the children of Israel were slaves in the land of Egypt, God told them that he was going to deliver them and bring them into "the promised land" which was flowing with milk and honey (Exodus 3:8).

Similarly, when the Israelites wandered in the wilderness for 40 years, God fed them daily with bread from heaven or with "manna", and the Bible tells us that the taste of it was like wafers made with honey (Exodus 16:31).

My hope for you is that you will come to the place of receiving the fullness of God's blessings, and they are all found through a relationship with Jesus Christ. I would imagine that you have experienced a lot of rejection in the past, but God's desire is that you would be accepted into his family as one of his children, and he was willing to pay a huge price to make that a possibility. That huge price, Honey, was the death of Jesus Christ on the cross for you. Sometimes in life, due to circumstances beyond our control, we feel worthless, but, again, God was willing to pay a huge price for you, and that is a sign of your true worth in his eyes.

If I can ever help to answer any questions for you about the Christian faith, then please do not hesitate to ask. Even if the initial question is "What is Christianity even about?"

You are in my prayers.

Welcome, and God bless you.

@HoneyBee Good day, Honey! .. I also wanted to mention to you, or perhaps rather ask you, if you ever listen to Bible teachers, either online, or perhaps radio programs? kari55.com has many teachers throughout the week, pretty much 24 hours a day, seven days a week (Saturday has some health-related infomercials, and the weekend nights have [Bible-related] foreign language content). I would really like to recommend a couple or three of these teachers to you, and they also have their own sites with lots of archived material.

The first two are Charles Stanley and Dr. John Neufeld. Charles Stanley just recently passed away, but his program carries on as do those of other teachers who no longer walk this world. Charles and John are wonderful teachers who exposit the revealed written Word of God with much warmth in a very engaging style. Charles Stanley's ministry is called In Touch (<= link), and John Neufeld's is called Back to the Bible Canada (<= link). I hope you take some time to explore those sites, and give a listen to some of their material. Perhaps kari has a radio station in your area, or you could just listen through your device, also! Some of the radio programs repeat throughout the day.

A third teacher I would recommend has a program called The Narrow Path (<= link). His program is a call-in question and answer format, and so covers a lot of different areas of interest. I cannot say that any one of these teachers is absolutely correct in everything they say, but they are all very knowledgeable, and I like the way they present Bible teachings, and think you would, too. He has years of archived material organized by topic as well, which hopefully would make it easier to find an answer to a question you might have.