Hey Ashley.
Was searching threads for Trinity and found yours.
I dont belive in trinity either. If i cant understand it with my intellect or my heart how can i even go to a church. Worse, being a member of it. I want to be true to God, myself and others.
It is from reading the bible i dont believe in trinity. Makes no sense to me.
The doctrine of the Trinity wasn’t formalized until long after the Bible was completed and the apostles were long dead in their graves. It took later theologians centuries to sort out what they believed and to formulate belief in the Trinity!
If you want you can read more about that here:
https://www.ucg.org/bible-study-tools/booklets/is-god-a-trinity/is-the-trinity-biblical
So you are not alone in this.
I dont give up hope that i one day will understand it thou.
//Karin