Jumping in here based on what OP said in OP and Rod's response... because our faith is not based on "nothing."
Empirical evidence builds our faith as surely or more so than anything else people believe and have faith in.
Also, Jeffersonian, I wanted to let you know that I was reminded of your dilemma as I drove to work this morning... I listen to Christian talk radio (do you do that? Do you attend a church, or have a church home, or are you looking? Perhaps attending your wife's church? So you are exposed to a variety of Christian teachings? kari55.com is online and available 24/7/365, although Friday evenings is foreign language content and Saturday during the day they have health-related infomercials. Otherwise it is ad free and hosts a variety of teachers and expositors. I find listening to a wide variety more helpful than listening to just one, for I can learn even from those with whom I disagree more largely). Any ways, a program was on as I was driving to work and they were talking about Jews for Jesus. As you can maybe imagine, some Jews are particularly difficult to convince of the Truth of God's revealed written Word as per the New Testament, and even parts of the Old Testament are often deliberately hidden from them by their Rabbis because they point too clearly to Jesus. Whoa haha all these tangents LOL. The point is them speaking of Jews for Jesus reminded me of a youtube channel called White Chair films (also available here => I am second <= that is a link) with over 150 films featuring the real stories of real people who met the real Jesus. You may benefit from listening to some of them. It does seem obvious to me that God is drawing you and certainly your heart is being prepared but your mind is still "hostile." I met a woman once at one of the Alpha Courses I attended in person as a volunteer after coming to believe... she claimed she wanted to believe and had been coming to the Alpha Course for many years but was still not willing to surrender all her yeah-buts. It seemed an odd predicament to be in. And Jesus did criticize those who followed Him for the wrong reasons. I pray you find the right reason... that the only reason to believe is made shockingly clear to you in a personal encounter you will never be able to deny.
Empirical evidence builds our faith as surely or more so than anything else people believe and have faith in.
Also, Jeffersonian, I wanted to let you know that I was reminded of your dilemma as I drove to work this morning... I listen to Christian talk radio (do you do that? Do you attend a church, or have a church home, or are you looking? Perhaps attending your wife's church? So you are exposed to a variety of Christian teachings? kari55.com is online and available 24/7/365, although Friday evenings is foreign language content and Saturday during the day they have health-related infomercials. Otherwise it is ad free and hosts a variety of teachers and expositors. I find listening to a wide variety more helpful than listening to just one, for I can learn even from those with whom I disagree more largely). Any ways, a program was on as I was driving to work and they were talking about Jews for Jesus. As you can maybe imagine, some Jews are particularly difficult to convince of the Truth of God's revealed written Word as per the New Testament, and even parts of the Old Testament are often deliberately hidden from them by their Rabbis because they point too clearly to Jesus. Whoa haha all these tangents LOL. The point is them speaking of Jews for Jesus reminded me of a youtube channel called White Chair films (also available here => I am second <= that is a link) with over 150 films featuring the real stories of real people who met the real Jesus. You may benefit from listening to some of them. It does seem obvious to me that God is drawing you and certainly your heart is being prepared but your mind is still "hostile." I met a woman once at one of the Alpha Courses I attended in person as a volunteer after coming to believe... she claimed she wanted to believe and had been coming to the Alpha Course for many years but was still not willing to surrender all her yeah-buts. It seemed an odd predicament to be in. And Jesus did criticize those who followed Him for the wrong reasons. I pray you find the right reason... that the only reason to believe is made shockingly clear to you in a personal encounter you will never be able to deny.
Just a quick comment in regards to church...I, believe it or not, struggle with church too! But once again, for silly reasons. I grew up in the Catholic church and was so used to that "type" of environment. My wife attends a non-demonational church now and for whatever reason, I just don't mesh with the atmosphere. Don't get me wrong, there are fantastic people there, but its just so different than what I was used to. The music, casualness, etc. Is just...interesting I guess you could say. At least for me.
But I do go because she wants to but it's difficult to get into it. If that makes sense. This will be a separate question later on, but another issue for me (probably from going from Catholic to her church) is the belief that all one needs is to believe in Jesus and their saved. I just can't bring myself to feel that way. I won't go down a rabbit hole here in this now, but I feel like there has to be a level of deeds during your life involved. But I dont know, maybe I can get to believing that at some point too.
But thanks again! You and everyone else here have been so kind. I really appreciate it.
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