Abi ~ Its tough huh? Balancing our daily living, our desires, Gods purposes, and even our education and sought out in-betterments. But God gives us renewal as He outlines an order of importance. And you know it, seek ye first..etc..and love one another as He loved etc.., but He also gives us purposes of His to have us carry out too, but in all of this He never asks us to put the cart before the horse. He never expected you to do anything in the natural busy processes of a day, which He will not grace you and renew you in. Sometimes I've found myself fighting for godly productivity when God was calling me to godly rest, and renewal. I'd set out in quiet times and devotions which emphasized "getting filled up for the day", or "interceding for the world around me."....