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. Know that u r not alone , many people , Christian and none , suffer daily for many years . God is always with u
. I believe that our sufferings r a test of our faith . I have been in pain for 20 years , not like yours but still enough to seriously alter the course of my life . No children because I couldn't look after them , no decent job and eventually no job at all . No social life , no holidays and also ,no confidence , self esteem or sense of self worth . Being looked down on by family and friends etc . When u r ill or disabled u learn a lot about human nature and most of it isn't pleasant .
The only , only thing that has got me through all this is the love and mercy of God . Knowing that He sees me and loves means that I am His forever . These precious Truths r what get me out of bed every day with a smile on my face . Nothing else . Stay faithful and know He loves u sooo very very much
. U shall c God's Kingdom
u shall b a part of it . No pain no suffering just awesome beauty , peace and love for ever . Before I became ill , my childhood was horrendous also , but God got me through that too
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I am very sorry for your circumstancesI have learned this about the enemy. I have a question that is even more difficult to answer. I have been suffering for 15 years with a rare form of leukemia. Along with the leukemia have come other issues as the destruction of my spine. I am in horrible pain with no relief. This has been over 15 years and has become so bad that morphine, fentanyl and Dilaudid don't really touch the pain. The suffering is indescribable. I know all of the Scriptures about suffering. However, over the past years I have been prayed over and prayed for relief and a healing. I have seen so many faithful believers who are never healed. Yet I have seen others who have been healed.
People have sent me multiple videos about healings. Mostly from Sid Roth's TBN program, "It's a Miracle". Being a retired doctor, I do have scientific explanations for many of these healings. However, for some healings, if all of the information is presented and accurate, I believe are miraculous healings. Jesus healed many people. Some without asking and some with no knowledge or faith. Other healings were done for the faithful. The perfect example is the woman with the bleeding issue. She was considered unclean and held back from getting close to Jesus. Yet her faith allowed her to reach out and touch the hem of the garment of Jesus and she was instantly healed. I believe many times Jesus healed people in the Scriptures to show who he was. Who else could do such miraculous healings but G-d himself in the flesh?
Of course G-d brings me comfort when I am so distressed. Ha satan also whispers in my ear that I am going to suffer until the end. I await the end and to be out of this tent and to be in the majesty of Hashem. However, my question is this: I believe G-d chooses who he wants to heal and who He does not want to heal. While others tell me I do not have enough faith or I would be healed. So, is healing truly just a matter of faith? Or is it God's decision who will be healed and who will not? Thank you for your input. Steven
The only , only thing that has got me through all this is the love and mercy of God . Knowing that He sees me and loves means that I am His forever . These precious Truths r what get me out of bed every day with a smile on my face . Nothing else . Stay faithful and know He loves u sooo very very much