IMO, you have walked away from Christ. So, yes, I believe a believer can walk away.
Eternal life is just that....eternal life. If we think we can lose it, we are no longer partakers of eternal life. We cannot live as He wants us to live. Always striving to the goal of eternal life and all the while we possess it.
If we think we can lose eternal life, we do not understand the very basic concept of eternal life and are not partaking in it......Saved, yet as through fire.
Interestingly, the works-based salvationists who think they have within themselves the power to retain their salvation, they can take their chances in trying to tell the Lord how they helped Him out in His insufficient Blood sacrifice for our sins; how they supplemented His taking of our sins into Himself in that the alleged weakness in paying for our sins was only complete through their puny efforts and attempts at obedience, holiness, sacrifice, loyalties, duty, faithfulness, oh, and we can't forget their cooperation (how very Roman Catholic), and even endurance that was commanded of those who were under the Kingdom Gospel of works...that His unmerited favor lavished upon us still needed their efforts in works for it to truly be effective...
The vanity and pride in that position...the enemy of our souls just loves it.
Romans 3:27 Where is boasting then?
It is excluded. By what law?
of works? Nay: but by the law of faith.
Romans 9:32 Wherefore? Because
they sought it not by faith, but as it were by the works of the law. For they stumbled at that stumblingstone;
Galatians 2:16 Knowing that
a man is not justified by the works of the law, but
by the faith of Jesus Christ, even we have believed in Jesus Christ,
that we might be justified by the faith of Christ, and not by the works of the law: for
by the works of the law shall no flesh be justified.
Galatians 3:2, 5, 10
2 This only would I learn of you,
Received ye the Spirit by the works of the law, or by the hearing of faith? ...
5 He therefore that ministereth to you the Spirit, and worketh miracles among you, doeth he it by the works of the law, or
by the hearing of faith? ...
10 For
as many as are of the works of the law are under the curse: for it is written,
Cursed is every one that continueth not in all things which are written in the book of the law to do them.
Far too many fail to understand that the Law has within it
all those things that the prideful think are things that they must do by the strength of their own arm as a supplement to their alleged ability to retain their salvation. The virtues some think is lacking in those who believe in Paul's gospel message, they level that claim with no evidence whatsoever. Adherence to the flesh will always elicit a response from those who make themselves subject to the fleshly tendencies in this life to rely upon the flesh to varying extents, depending on the object of their affectionate appeals.
I'm still waiting, in perpetuity, for any one of them to be brave enough to define for us that line of demarcation whereby one looses his salvation. Without that definition clearly laid out, they try to make the Lord out to be indifferent toward our need to know where that line rests if it even existed at all, which it
doesn't. It's imaginary, with its adherents utterly incapable of showing to us where it is, in that what is before it and what is beyond it. Instead, they level their puny accusations at those who disagree with them of allegedly believing that they can live loosely and without restraints against sin and the doing of good works as if what they
do is effective. How pathetic indeed.
MM