God always seems to separate me from the socialization I desire. (A companion). After a lot of time to reflect in I'm grateful. Yet the days,weeks months go by and a lot of prayers the time apart from a desired love in my life don't seem so troubled. Most days. I wish I enjoy my freedom as a single catch 22 is in the days not. So my conclusion after a lot of YouTube sermons on this. The presents of the King of kings in life makes me see. He does have good plans. Behind the veil of the unknown in and trust the Good Shepherd has it covered and tears won't be forgotten but all the joy when the love I seek happens. I joke but true. I will be really glad when my pastor finishes songs of solomon he is preaching at church! Tear a single person's heart out! But thanks Jesus I'm a bride. Can I get a big AMEN?! Peace out.