ah well you see that's because you don't realise God is speaking to me.While I do not agree with Rufus’s belief in Calvinism, I at least respect the fact that he tries to explain things, even if the logic is flawed. You are not even attempting to do what he is doing.
Right now your approach to discussing Scripture looks like someone furiously smashing a keyboard while a pack of German shepherds howls in the background, hoping the noise will magically turn into a theological argument.
If you want an actual discussion, you have to give actual explanations. Not riddles. Not complaints that your head might pop. Not vague statements about free will “while it lasts.” Give verses. Give reasoning. Give something we can respond to. Otherwise, you are not having a discussion about God. You are just yelling into the wind and blaming us for the echo.
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And neither do you want him to.