It is so very interesting how differently we walked up to that point, even with the many similarities, such
as being delivered from alcoholism and addiction. I cried out to the God I did not believe in for help when
I was 39, and was almost immediately relieved of the desire to use mind and mood altering substances
after 24 years of such. I was a seeker for many years, but very much averse to the Bible and that God, even
after He revealed His love and forgiveness to me when I was 33, when I was in such a broken state after the
dissolution of my marriage. I did treasure that which was imparted to me, even as I continued to reject the
Giver. My church family always laugh good naturally at how I walked away from that experience thinking
along the lines of how wonderful it was to know I was loved and forgiven... too bad it had to happen in a
church. I had gone to a neighbourhood church around Passover right after the failure of my marriage to see
a movie on the life of Christ based on the Gospel of Luke. And yes, imparted to me along with the experience
of His unconditional love and forgiveness through the cross of Christ, was the knowledge that
I was a sinner, and that I was to the uttermost unworthy of that which He was granting to me.
https://christianchat.com/bible-dis...itional-election.200944/page-224#post-5008112
as being delivered from alcoholism and addiction. I cried out to the God I did not believe in for help when
I was 39, and was almost immediately relieved of the desire to use mind and mood altering substances
after 24 years of such. I was a seeker for many years, but very much averse to the Bible and that God, even
after He revealed His love and forgiveness to me when I was 33, when I was in such a broken state after the
dissolution of my marriage. I did treasure that which was imparted to me, even as I continued to reject the
Giver. My church family always laugh good naturally at how I walked away from that experience thinking
along the lines of how wonderful it was to know I was loved and forgiven... too bad it had to happen in a
church. I had gone to a neighbourhood church around Passover right after the failure of my marriage to see
a movie on the life of Christ based on the Gospel of Luke. And yes, imparted to me along with the experience
of His unconditional love and forgiveness through the cross of Christ, was the knowledge that
I was a sinner, and that I was to the uttermost unworthy of that which He was granting to me.
https://christianchat.com/bible-dis...itional-election.200944/page-224#post-5008112