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[CarriePie]

I tend to be like a dog where I am every persons best friend at heart. I use to stay up talking to my friend Elijah cause we were like best friends who use to work security together and I use to stay up talking to my friend Nikki. She has since ghosted me like she does every time she finds a new guy. She wasn’t a Christian so it was a blessing in disguise that she walked out of my life, cause we were friends since like 2006 but we never dated or anything like that but it does hurt when people walk out of your life.

I'm more like a hermit you run across in the woods lol. Okay, maybe not that bad.

I tend to be solitary by nature. People are more often drawn to me than I am to them.

But, there are times I'm drawn to a person...

 

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LoL, I see that last one

I would add that acceptance of the Trinity and teachings of Paul are a must, at least for me.

Also, you do know I am pro gun...I have an array of armament. This is a topic that seriously bothers some people.

I honestly don’t care about you being pro gun. So was my dad. We don’t have any guns at my current house because I literally believed that I had a severe mental illness for the longest time. When you are in a desperate situation where you go through what I went to. Part of you believe what everyone says about you, while a tiny voice tells you that you are just fine and then that tiny voice gets louder and louder and louder, until you don’t believe what others say about you.

And I grew up learning and believing in the trinity. God Jesus Holy Spirit as one. I also believe in Paul’s writings. In fact I believe the entire Bible. …So there!!!

 

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I'm more like a hermit you run across in the woods lol. Okay, maybe not that bad.

I tend to be solitary by nature. People are more often drawn to me than I am to them.

But, there are times I'm drawn to a person...

It’s probably cause you and I are very very similar in a way. I do not go outside usually unless I am going somewhere to earn money or when I sit on the front porch or hang out in the backyard

 

[CarriePie]

I honestly don’t care about you being pro gun. So was my dad. We don’t have any guns at my current house because I literally believed that I had a severe mental illness for the longest time. When you are in a desperate situation where you go through what I went to. Part of you believe what everyone says about you, while a tiny voice tells you that you are just fine and then that tiny voice gets louder and louder and louder, until you don’t believe what others say about you.

And I grew up learning and believing in the trinity. God Jesus Holy Spirit as one. I also believe in Paul’s writings. In fact I believe the entire Bible. …So there!!!

Also, I'm short. I mean, I'm that person that goes and gets a broom from the cleaning aisle so I can knock stuff down from the top shelves because I can't reach them lol

 

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Also, I'm short. I mean, I'm that person that goes and gets a broom from the cleaning aisle so I can knock stuff down from the top shelves because I can't reach them lol

That is even better. I think my attraction for you went up.

 

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Also, I'm short. I mean, I'm that person that goes and gets a broom from the cleaning aisle so I can knock stuff down from the top shelves because I can't reach them lol

I’m 5”10

 

[CarriePie]

I’m 5”10

5'1"

My hair is almost that long lol (just kidding...but it is very long).

 

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5'1"

My hair is almost that long lol (just kidding...but it is very long).

I just hope you never have to cut it

 

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5'1"
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Even better. I can be that guy that grabs things that are way up and open jars

 

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5'1"

My hair is almost that long lol (just kidding...but it is very long).

So do we just go to the courthouse or what?? Hahaha

 

[CarriePie]

I just hope you never have to cut it

I don't plan to. I wear it in a side braid usually. If I am working on projects and doing chores, I wear it in a messy bun.

Even better. I can be that guy that grabs things that are way up and open jars

I'll certainly let you open jars. But, I will note that I do strength training. I mostly do lower body, but I do upper body too. However, I certainly wouldn't mind you opening my jars

 

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I don't plan to. I wear it in a side braid usually. If I am working on projects and doing chores, I wear it in a messy bun.




I'll certainly let you open jars. But, I will note that I do strength training. I mostly do lower body, but I do upper body too. However, I certainly wouldn't mind you opening my jars

I really need to do strength training. I’m strong but I kinda haven’t really pushed myself in like two years. I don’t know if it is the medication but I have a really hard time at being self motivated to workout. I thought maybe if I bought a bench press that I would start lifting more. I got it for my brothers birthday but it really was the houses present.

 

[CarriePie]

I really need to do strength training. I’m strong but I kinda haven’t really pushed myself in like two years. I don’t know if it is the medication but I have a really hard time at being self motivated to workout. I thought maybe if I bought a bench press that I would start lifting more. I got it for my brothers birthday but it really was the houses present.

There was time when I felt like I was in a thick darkness (not evil, just in a very down place). I sought the Lord's help. I believe He guided me to get outside more with His creation and to workout. It took time, but both helped me immensely.

 

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There was time when I felt like I was in a thick darkness (not evil, just in a very down place). I sought the Lord's help. I believe He guided me to get outside more with His creation and to workout. It took time, but both helped me immensely.

I hope the lord will help lead me out more. It usually takes a person for me but I would love if he led me out by myself as well. Just to show me that everything is okay and that he’s got me.

 

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There was time when I felt like I was in a thick darkness (not evil, just in a very down place). I sought the Lord's help. I believe He guided me to get outside more with His creation and to workout. It took time, but both helped me immensely.

I’m just looking but are you closer to Tulsa or Edin?

 

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I really need to do strength training. I’m strong but I kinda haven’t really pushed myself in like two years. I don’t know if it is the medication but I have a really hard time at being self motivated to workout. I thought maybe if I bought a bench press that I would start lifting more. I got it for my brothers birthday but it really was the houses present.

Actually I take that back. I was very active working at Disneyland. I have a very physically demanding job for the summer of 2023. Lost a lot of weight during that time

 

[CarriePie]

I’m just looking but are you closer to Tulsa or Edin?

North of Tulsa. I'm grew up on the Osage Reservation. I currently live on the edge of the Osage.

 

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North of Tulsa. I'm grew up on the Osage Reservation. I currently live on the edge of the Osage.

Is your family Native American? My grandpas family is from Puerto Rico, and they moved to Hawaii. If you saw him you would have thought he was Samoan or something. Big guy. He was one of the first people to have poliovirus. He was taken away from his family for years and quarantined at a hospital at the age of 5

 

[CarriePie]

The blood of a Chieftess flows through my veins. Be aware lol
My mother was Seneca, her family was moved to Oklahoma...like a lot of tribes.
My dad, however, was white. Dad and I would poke at each other. He'd tell me I'm tainted and I'd tell him he's blindingly white lol.

 

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North of Tulsa. I'm grew up on the Osage Reservation. I currently live on the edge of the Osage.

Wow that is cheap! It’s only $265 for a round trip ticket for a weeks stay and you get to fly in a regular airplane, not one of those air buses. I did look for one way. It was around the same price.

Is there a pharmacy near by? Do you have wifi or do you use a router cable for internet? Pharmacy for these meds I’m apparently having to take and wifi for work.