just a word of explanation and hope.

[enril]

I am a teen, I recently became a christian, after years of denial, guilt, addiction, depression, and suicidal thoughts. this week I am meeting with my youth pastor to talk through the things I did. And, I will be scarred for life. I thankfully never went 'too far,' but pornography on its own is bad enough. I have hurt my self, and I need encouragement, and prayer, so, I would like to share my story;
I am a 14 year old male, who, through tecnology, was embroiled in porn and guilt, causing me to abandon my faith, and turn to pleasure and suicide as a replacement. I spent two years having myself, and the 'Enrilmor' part of my personality. Enrilmor means lord of darkness.
I have since then Re-cieved Christ back into my life and gained new understanding. If I am ever asked if Christ is worth it, I can truly say yes.
the words of 'god only knows' put it best. ''All my life you have been faithful, and all my life you have been so, so good,'' and, now, I realize that the escape line was here all along, I just was looking at the world, and not to heaven.

 

[Bingo]

"I am impressed with your testimony. Thank you for sharing.
Stand your ground on your faith."

 

[Magenta]

Welcome!

 

[Magenta]

^ Gospel of John is often recommended as a great place to start reading the Bible.
This movie is a word-for-Word portrayal of John's gospel.

Also, please check out the Alpha Course.

There are 10 videos total. I hope you watch them. They could benefit you greatly .

 

[enril]

thank you.

 

[enril]

this one is actually really accurate.
If you could kick the person responsible for most of your trouble in the pants , would you do it?
i wouldn't, why would anyone ever kick himself in the nuts?

 

[bluearchimedes314159]

I am a teen, I recently became a christian, after years of denial, guilt, addiction, depression, and suicidal thoughts. this week I am meeting with my youth pastor to talk through the things I did. And, I will be scarred for life. I thankfully never went 'too far,' but pornography on its own is bad enough. I have hurt my self, and I need encouragement, and prayer, so, I would like to share my story;
I am a 14 year old male, who, through tecnology, was embroiled in porn and guilt, causing me to abandon my faith, and turn to pleasure and suicide as a replacement. I spent two years having myself, and the 'Enrilmor' part of my personality. Enrilmor means lord of darkness.
I have since then Re-cieved Christ back into my life and gained new understanding. If I am ever asked if Christ is worth it, I can truly say yes.
the words of 'god only knows' put it best. ''All my life you have been faithful, and all my life you have been so, so good,'' and, now, I realize that the escape line was here all along, I just was looking at the world, and not to heaven.

I believe that God is going to work in, with, and through you to bless many young people. I encourage you to listen to Hillsong's praise song "Broken Vessels". Remember this: For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of His good pleasure. (Philippians 2:13, KJV)