Okay, I understand what you're saying, but to pretend God wasn't drawing them to His self the whole time is just silly. What do you say to the person who did think he was doing all this you're describing, is told exactly what you're teaching here, and to be honest teaching what the vast majority of churches do teach, he goes up front, feels "the spirit", believes he is "inviting Jesus into his heart", repeats the prayer and is told, "go write down this date, this is the day you were saved". Then for good measure go to be baptized with the church the next time they do it. Yet is not saved? What do you tell this guy?
How about years later after a horrible trial hits his life and the false Jesus he was sold isn't helping at all? Then after years of wanting nothing more than to die, but couldn't bring himself to cut his wrist because of the 2 sons he has and can't bring himself to leave in this world with "my dad killed himself". Then hit's his knees broken after seeing exactly who and what he is on his own, and is granted repentance without having any clue what is going on. He just know he sucks and that he can't do this anymore. Already thought he knew what the whole Jesus/Christian thing was and because it didn't help was not at all seeking or "choosing" God in any way. Wasn't even a thought in his head. He then wakes up the next day and around lunch realizes in a road to Damascus moment "I haven't thought about killing myself today", and right there and then KNOWS 2 things. #1 Whatever this is it is from God. #2 Jesus Christ is His Son.
What do you say to this guy that did exactly what you're saying yet was not saved, then is saved and born again in a POWERFUL way exactly the way you seem to be saying is not right. That God doesn't do this ALL, and that it takes our mental affirmation to happen.
This guy was me and I believe God saved me this way for a reason. I understand what you're saying and I understand why you feel that way. For many people this is exactly how He saved them. This is how His word describes it in many places, that we are to choose this day who we serve. What I've come to see is that we can lift our decision above His power in our own heads if we aren't careful. That's why I really don't like the term "freewill". Jesus tells us that our will is enslaved to sin or to righteousness. There is no such thing as "freewill" according to Him, but I understand what people mean when they say it.
I was thrown off when I was first saved by this, I thought we could lose our salvation if we didn't "keep on keeping on", and believed it was spelled out clearly in His word. I could not understand how I could freely pick Jesus, I could choose Jesus but then He takes my free will and I can't choose to walk away if I wanted? I just meant this as a hypothetical and would always say "I could never do it but...", or "I don't see how anyone could but...". It just made no sense to me that I use my freewill to choose Jesus and then He takes that freewill and it's no longer possible to choose to walk away from Him. This whole line of thinking sadly has a much lower view of Gods power, and a way too high view of mans.
God is sovereign, tells us the end from the beginning, He does get ALL glory for our salvation because He draws us, He grants repentance, He keeps us through our sanctification, and He will glorify us as well. There is NOTHING you can do to be saved, and everything you think you've don't in regards to your salvation outside of receiving the gift, you should really rethink about, repent, and give God His glory you were trying to put on yourself.
From the Apostle Paul:
24 The God who made the world and everything in it, being Lord of heaven and earth, does not live in temples made by man,
25 nor is he served by human hands, as though he needed anything, since he himself gives to all mankind life and breath and everything.
26 And he made from one man every nation of mankind to live on all the face of the earth, having determined allotted periods and the boundaries of their dwelling place,
27 that they should seek God, and perhaps feel their way toward him and find him. Yet he is actually not far from each one of us,
28 for
“‘In him we live and move and have our being’;
as even some of your own poets have said,
“
‘For we are indeed his offspring.’
29 Being then God's offspring, we ought not to think that the divine being is like gold or silver or stone, an image formed by the art and imagination of man.
30 The times of ignorance God overlooked,
but now he commands all people everywhere to repent.
As you can see in what Paul is saying here, the entire Creation of Humans are God's Own Offspring.
So to think God wants His Own Offspring to the point He makes them go to Hell on purpose is ridiculous.
Look at verse
26. This shows us God made it so men would be drawn to God and seek Him.
Look at verse
30. This shows us God wants ""ALL People"" to Repent.
So I agree with YOU that God is drawing us.
God even made it so we could see Him and seek Him.
God has done these things so ALL People would Repent.
Because ALL People are OFFSPRING to God, they are His Creation.
Naturally God is drawing ALL of us to Him.
But only a few of us Yield to Him is the problem.