No, God seeks the lost. Jesus came to seek and save the lost. And what part of the Parable of the Prodigal don't you get? God wasn't lost, the son was lost. God wasn't found, the son was found.
Jesus did not die for every human being born. Why can't you believe Jesus as you have often boasted that you do? Sheep and Goats comprise the human race. And Jesus said he laid down his life for [only] his sheep. He shed his blood only for "many", not all.
And by the way, God cannot die! God is pure spirit! Only the God-Man can die. Only God-incarnate can die. If you cannot get a simple, fundamental truth like this right; then how are you going to get anything else in scripture right?