How could I be made alive while I was still dead in my tresspasses and sin? Are you saying I was spiritually alive for 2 years before I had faith?I had a similar experience as you, and I believe elements of all these things are common to salvation. But I don't agree that you were still spiritually dead. The very fact that you were noticing these things and responding to them is the evidence that you were alive spiritually. Otherwise, you would not have responded.
I trusted God because he proved himself trustworthy.The point about faith I was making was concerning the distinction between a natural faith or ability to believe and a supernatural faith that is produced in us when we are saved. One is exercised by us and made possible by virtue of our natural birth. The other is produced in us and enabled by spiritual birth.
Not because I was made alive and given a special condition to meke me better than my neighbor.