I do not want to insult you in any way but I do not understand what you mean, the commandments are a simple short list of things to do or not to do. They are like a moral compass so you will nor forget, it is that simple, like you shall not kill etc...
if everyone followed these commandments, earth would be a good place to live peacefully. As you know very well Jesus said in John 14:15;
"If you love Me, you will keep My commandments."
Jesus summarized them saying;
Mat 22:34 But when the Pharisees had heard that he had put the Sadducees to silence, they were gathered together.
Mat 22:35 Then one of them,
which was a lawyer, asked
him a question, tempting him, and saying,
Mat 22:36 Master, which
is the great commandment in the law?
Mat 22:37 Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.
Mat 22:38 This is the first and great commandment.
Mat 22:39 And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.
Mat 22:40 On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets.
For me personally the hardest one to follow if the sabbath, no one in my entourage believes, they do not follow Saturday or even Sunday as a day of rest, or worship. I avoid doing any kind or regular work on Saturday, I stay quiet read and meditate on the bible that day. However if someone needs my help for something, on Saturday, out of love for them, I will go.
I certainly do not follow the commandments like the Jews and their millions of small details that they invented thinking it pleases GOD. GOD wants us to be loving to one another and have a pure heart. In this world, I admit is is a difficult task simply because of what the world has turned into at this time, what is wrong, people call right and what is right becomes wrong, the latest example would be the gender theory stating that there is more than 2 sexes...., transgender men can now participate in women's sports events and in general people accept this!
it is hard to keep away from all this madness without living in a cabin in the woods.
One thing I can tell you is that when I started to follow the commandments it changed me gradually, I am a better person for it and still I am changing, I think almost of the time of GOD and Jesus, they are always in my mind, The love I have for them is hard to describe. The more you try to please GOD by following his ways, the closer he will get to you, and reveals things to you, this is certain.
If you have specific questions do ask me I will reply if I can, always in complete honesty and it will be accompanied by proper scripture always. I am not part of any church or denomination simply because I could never find a church that follows GOD's word perfectly. What I follow is what is in the Bible and above all else Jesus's teachings that are simple to understand and so amazing, this is what I follow from the heart and by choice not by obligation.
I still have a lot to learn but what I know for certain I write here, what I do not know I would not discuss and will say so.
Blessings.