Oh believe me I am by no means at my best I am in a very dark place a place of uncertanty my life may become much worse or if God intervenes it could be for the better I have never needed a miracle more than now
But I am here I am willing even at my worst to be honest I am worn weary I struggle to even do anything anymore not only physically but any aspect you can think I knew the cost I still stand by everything I said from the start but I have also never known this level of spiritual warfare
even the strongest of warriors have their limits and if no one is there to catch you when you fall to help you stand again then will always show how we ourselves are not enough no one wins a war by a single strong warrior but the streght of others the companions the bonds forged
I have no such bonds no companions to catch me so I am broken and defeated like I am now all I have is him
So if I speak of anything good it is not because I am ok but as I always say to him I am here I am willing use me.
Its always good to see your will to help friend, you've given some really good words to this thread,
we need you more than ever blain the spiritual forces of the enemy is worse than ever in the world,
This is for sure, to much is happening.
To much crime is going unchecked.
We are in tribulation friend but there is light for those who endure and fight,
We fight with our strength to be kind in theese dark times, and we ignore anything other than this kind nature.
Even in the face of the enemy where a kind word is not spoken, all we have to say well that's very kind of you say so.
Or I will take note thanks.
Or dont say anything at all
I've already ignored several posts to day but I may just go back and leave a blessing.
It might be a silent prayer as I don't need to say anything or write anything.
Just as I pray for you to be stronger than ever before and for God to give you the strength of Samson
You can see the fallen world here at cc more than ever to friend,
When you speak the words of the lord to some people here you can see how much there not over coming the spiritual forces of wickedness, they have a long way to go friend,
This is why need strong brothers like you who can endure friend.
But it's maybe better if you take part in threads where there is no such attempts to wage war on his kingdom as you need rebuilding, I sense friend.
There unkind words of the enemies hatred might be the words that push you over the edge or they might be the words that say well I'll just come back another time stronger than ever.
And spur my brothers on
This place I've noticed lately has become full of false prophets friend
Spreading the seed of doubt and baring false testimony of people's character.
Don't let them win by having them make you believe your at fault, even tho tho they be smart or intelligent,
Real intelligence comes from wisdom and insight from Him,
But it comes not once but every minutes every day as we seek his nature his wisdom his words friend.
It can't be a quick little bit of insight now in theese times.
we must seek like never before friend
and we will crush the forces of wickedness friend,
with all his avenging angels
and all his authority
I will become the brother
who will live in hostility with brothers
for you friend I will be like Ishmeal for you.