Often throughout my day, I feel unworthy of God's presence. I have so many imperfect areas in my life and in my thinking that I need God to work on. But I know the blood of Jesus Christ makes us worthy. And I really would love if I could enjoy Jesus's company every day.
Our worthiness, as you said, has everything to do with the blood of Jesus.
Hebrews 9:6-15
"Now when these things were thus ordained, the priests went always into the first tabernacle, accomplishing the service of God. But into the second went the high priest alone once every year, not without blood, which he offered for himself, and for the errors of the people: The Holy Ghost this signifying, that the way into the holiest of all was not yet made manifest, while as the first tabernacle was yet standing: Which was a figure for the time then present,
in which were offered both gifts and sacrifices, that could not make him that did the service perfect, as pertaining to the conscience; Which stood only in meats and drinks, and divers washings, and carnal ordinances, imposed on them until the time of reformation. But Christ being come an high priest of good things to come, by a greater and more perfect tabernacle, not made with hands, that is to say, not of this building; Neither by the blood of goats and calves, but by his own blood he entered in once into the holy place, having obtained eternal redemption for us. For if the blood of bulls and of goats, and the ashes of an heifer sprinkling the unclean, sanctifieth to the purifying of the flesh:
How much more shall the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered himself without spot to God, purge your conscience from dead works to serve the living God? And for this cause he is the mediator of the new testament, that by means of death, for the redemption of the transgressions that were under the first testament, they which are called might receive the promise of eternal inheritance."|
Under the old covenant or old testament, only the high priest could enter into the holy of holies, and he could only do so one day out of the year, or on the Day of Atonement. When he entered in, he needed to enter by the blood of animals, which foreshadowed Christ's sacrifice as the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world, and this blood was offered for his own sin, and for the sins of the people. Those old testament sacrifices could never make the people perfect in relation to their consciences because, in those sacrifices, there was a remembrance again of sins made every year in that they continually needed to be offered for the sins of the people.
Hebrews 10:1-10
"For the law having a shadow of good things to come, and not the very image of the things, can never with those sacrifices which they offered year by year continually make the comers thereunto perfect. For then would they not have ceased to be offered?
because that the worshippers once purged should have had no more conscience of sins. But in those sacrifices there is a remembrance again made of sins every year. For it is not possible that the blood of bulls and of goats should take away sins. Wherefore when he cometh into the world, he saith, Sacrifice and offering thou wouldest not, but a body hast thou prepared me: In burnt offerings and sacrifices for sin thou hast had no pleasure. Then said I, Lo, I come (in the volume of the book it is written of me,) to do thy will, O God. Above when he said, Sacrifice and offering and burnt offerings and offering for sin thou wouldest not, neither hadst pleasure therein; which are offered by the law; Then said he, Lo, I come to do thy will, O God. He taketh away the first, that he may establish the second. By the which will we are sanctified through the offering of the body of Jesus Christ once for all."
In contrast to the old testament sacrifices which needed to be offered continually, we are sanctified, or set apart unto God, through the offering of the body of Jesus Christ once for all, and his sacrifice can indeed purge our consciences, where our sense of unworthiness comes from, from dead works, or from our past sins, so that we might serve the living God. Without such a purging of our consciences by Christ's blood, we are always going to shrink back from God's presence, but we can actually enter into God's presence, because of what Christ has done for us as our High Priest, with boldness so that we might obtain mercy and find grace to help us in our times of need.
Hebrews 4:14-16
"Seeing then that we have a great high priest, that is passed into the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our profession. For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin. Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need."
As Paul said:
Colossians 1:20-23
"And,
having made peace through the blood of his cross, by him to reconcile all things unto himself; by him, I say, whether they be things in earth, or things in heaven. And you, that were sometime alienated and enemies in your mind by wicked works, yet now hath he reconciled in the body of his flesh through death, to present you holy and unblameable and unreproveable in his sight: If ye continue in the faith grounded and settled, and be not moved away from the hope of the gospel, which ye have heard, and which was preached to every creature which is under heaven; whereof I Paul am made a minister;"
We can have peace with God through the blood of Christ's cross.
Isaiah prophesied in relation to the same:
Isaiah 53:11
"He shall see of the travail of his soul, and shall be satisfied: by his knowledge shall my righteous servant justify many; for he shall bear their iniquities."
On the cross of Calvary, God saw the travail of Jesus' soul, and he was satisfied. In other words, you do not need to add the travail of your own soul in order to satisfy God or in order to enter into his presence. Whenever you are reminded of a past sin, just confess it before God, and allow the blood of Jesus to purge that from your conscience. That is the only way that you will ever be able to truly have fellowship with God.
I hope that you understand what I am saying here.
Have a blessed day...and so much for my "concise" responses. Yikes!