has it? look around you we live in an age of sin self worship a complete lack of anything resembling the kingdom the church itself is dead you can't tell the difference between a Christian and a normal person there is no zeal for God anymore even most believers are simply ok with being the average believer the power of God is merely something spoken of and taught rarely do you ever see a spirit filled believer and this is made evident in the complete inefectiveness of the church.
If the kingdom is already here where is it? Where is this holy spirit that where is this love for God that causes the heart to chase after him with an enless hunger and thirst?
The kingdom is not here if it was you would see it active but look around you can you honestly tell me the kingdom is here and if you think it is what is the kingdom to you and how is it here?
Sorry to hear about your health struggles. Many are the afflictions of the righteous.
The church is the kingdom of God, in which Jesus is the bride, and king of, and he has been reigning ever since the church has been established.
I believe the scriptures to teach that there is an invisible church that are a part of the bride of Christ, and there is a visible church that is also a part of the bride of Christ
Ezek 10:10 speaks of a wheel within a wheel. The outer, larger wheel are God's people, who worship God, but do not have a knowledge of the gospel, ( the household of Israel, which has been redeemed, by the blood of Jesus, from every kindred, and tongue, and people, and nation - Rev 5:9)
Zeph 3:11-13 - God blinded the eyes of most of the household of Israel (outer wheel - invisible church) for turning away from him and worshiping idols, until they repent, Romans 11:26- And so all Israel shall be saved, but he left in the midst of them, an afflicted and poor people that shall trust in the name of the Lord.
The remnant of Israel (inner wheel - visible church) shall do no iniquity, nor speak lies, neither shall a deceitful tongue be found in their mouth, for they shall feed and lie down, and none shall make them afraid.
I also believe the two gates in Matt 7 harmonizes with these scriptures. The wide gate being the outer wheel, the invisible church, and the straight gate being the inner wheel, the visible church.
Both the visible church and the invisible church have the promise of an eternal inheritance.