See, you do believe that you must do something to become saved, don't you? And
for the hundredth time - FAITH IS A WORK - it is God's work and He alone imparts it to those He saves.
Nevertheless, one's faith is not what saves them, Christ's faith alone brought salvation and it is reckoned as a gift
to those whom God had chosen for salvation. One's faith comes FROM being saved, it is not to becoming saved.
[Jhn 6:29 KJV] 29 Jesus answered and said unto them, This is the work of God, that ye believe on him whom he hath sent.
Ok, small steps here, let's take the emotion out of the question. Today is your lucky day. I call you and say "You have won $10,000 as our 100th customer. Congrats Mr. Rogerg the check is in the mail. You receive the check, but to spend the money you have to do something, you have to enforce it. If you do, does that mean you did something to earn the money, or was it a gift?