Can u go into prayer for me n ask God bout me and what's happening and a word from him please thank you
I don't think it is necessarily sinful to find someone prophetically gifted and to ask for this. You could try to find a church where the gift of prophecy is active, and pray to God to speak through people to you in that way.
In the Old Testament, it was forbidden to go to soothsayers, diviners, mediums, and various other occultists, but Israelites were allowed to go to a prophet of the Lord. Two men even came to Samuel the prophet and asked where lost donkeys were. He told one of them bout it and much, much more.
But I do notice a lot of modern Christians are uncomfortable with the idea in this day and age, including many of them who prophesy. I've heard people call asking someone gifted in prophecy if they hear anything like this to be 'fortune telling.' It seems in line with at least ___ Old Testament___ practice to me. Inquiring of the LORD was allowed. Some of that was done through the Urim and Thummin on the ephod outfit the high priest wore, but inquiring through prophet was allowed. Those engaged in idolatry who asked the Lord for a message through a prophet could get unfavorable messages.
There is also the problem that there are false prophets, and if you go around asking strangers for prophecies, someone could give you a word that could confuse you or mess up your mind if you believed it.
I've gotten words of knowledge for people... at least that's how I classify it... but I don't get them 'at will.' Sometimes my attention rests on someone, for example in a meeting, then I might pray if the Lord had something to tell me, and I'd get something. Or probably more often, I'd be praying with someone and just get detailed stuff to pray that was rather detailed about their situation.... stuff I didn't naturally know. My wife has gotten personal prophecies for people... personal prophecies as in prophecies about individuals. Some were quite detailed, and there have been seasons where she would just flow with it, usually when she was in situations where that gift could flow, and at other times, it wouldn't seem to happen that much.
I don't think most people who operate in this gift that I have met would be comfortable for someone asking what you are asking, though I don't see a Biblical prohibition of it.... necessarily. My wife has expressed discomfort with that sort of thing.
I've also been in meetings where I sensed a certain person was supposed to receive a prophecy directed at him or her, and it happened. You can pray for God to speak to you through dreams, etc.
In the meantime, you can also do what you can do with what you have. If you have sinned, you can confess your sin and ask for forgiveness. You can pray and ask God for wisdom to make decisions. You should not think how close you are to God is based on how you feel. If you aren't feeling anything in particular, then you have faith in promises in scripture. One that comes to mind is,
'I will never leave you, nor forsake you."
That's from Deuteronomy, so there is a specific context you can study. Here is another one.
II Timothy 2
12 If we endure,
We shall also reign with
Him.
If we deny
Him,
He also will deny us.
13 If we are faithless,
He remains faithful;
He cannot deny Himself.
If you are walking with God, then do not feel that He is with you, and you can know and trust that He is, based on His Word, then you can have confidence in Him, apart from some sort of sensory feedback that causes you to believe God is with you. If you have sinned against Him, confess your sins and repent.