OK, you have completely confused me with this reference. It sounds like you are agreeing with Shittim but you seem to be the one who is refusing his gospel message.
Luke 9:1 Then he called his twelve disciples together, and gave them power and authority over all devils, and to cure diseases. 2 And he sent them to preach the kingdom of God, and to heal the sick.
Seems to me this is the point of what Shittim post was saying.
3 And he said unto them, Take nothing for your journey, neither staves, nor scrip, neither bread, neither money; neither have two coats apiece. 4 And whatsoever house ye enter into, there abide, and thence depart. 5 And whosoever will not receive you, when ye go out of that city, shake off the very dust from your feet for a testimony against them.
Now your post says that you would be the one that would not receive him or his gospel message.
So I'm confused, is your post a confession of sin?