Lol. In hindsight, I see that the Lord has been talking to me about leaving for a week. Right now, I'm at peace. It's one of those, "Close this door and He'll open another" thing.
The bottom line is if I don't leave, things will get hotter until I have to leave. That's just how He's done this sort of thing with me. It works.
I'm waiting to talk with someone, and then I'll ask admin to close my file. The last place did. Said for me to come back if I changed my mind. They can do it if they want to.