Nice splice😊,
One last thought or attempt!
Could we not come to some kind of mutual truce?
I'll drop what you think is psycho babble,if you will drop your shell of defense. I like unity and as I mentioned,you intrique me.......maybe for reasons that enter your personal space and for that I'm sorry.
Sister, I have posted details on this forum about myself when I have been engaged in psychological empathetic conversations - if I hadn't then you could scarcely have spoken about my slips, as you call them. In other forums I have written details that demonstrate my personal thoughts and explained others' conditions by exposing my own life experiences including my failings as a believer that have exposed me to scrutiny. I have no concern for that fact - and I have used the same username Rhomphaeam in most circumstances and stated my given name Robert Chisholm when I have said something that others may be inclined to take up - especially when malicious believers want to cite me in order to sow discord. And that is because I have a very limited calling and I don't yield up that obedience unless there is a need for compassion. You are mistaken if you believe that you need to apologise for intruding on my shell - as you call it. I genuinely do not feel intruded upon as you seem to believe.
That you are intrigued about me, as you say, is a matter for yourself. Be as intrigued as you feel able to be intrigued. But my calling is on the edge of a ravine looking at those who are abusers of the flocks and those who are wolves - and harmful men. So if someone wants to try and draw along side they had better be equipped for the fight and take their eyes off me and start looking to the Lord in a day when the Lord is going to bring judgement upon those who are leading the flocks astray and harming untold millions with their perverse and abominable ambitions. And the difficulty with that calling is that in a forum it easily attracts defenders of the indefensible - because the defender senses the character of what is said - and so may remembers the experience which they have experienced at the hands of men whom their mistakenly believe are reflected in myself because of difficult words. Others may simply be in disagreement.
What I have today I received in the day the Lord found me. I didn't choose this walk and neither did my mother give it to me. It is the mind that the Lord gave me when he asked me if I was willing to go to the gallows as He gave me a vision of what that would mean - straight on the cusp of boasting in Him that there was nothing that I would not do for Him, and because of Him as He had given me all that it was possible to give when He laid down His life because I knew in that instant of receiving the Holy Spirit that I already had eternal life because of Him. I became very afraid at seeing myself being taken to the gallows as though it were actually happening and felt the panic - and for a few moments I was incapable of answering the Lord. Then after a short while I said to the Lord that if He were there when I was handed over to death, then I would do as He asked. That was the foundation upon which I stand now as I did then. Why the Lord led me to post in Christian forums beginning ten years ago is still a matter of obedience.
Its not a mystery at all - and I write as I have been given to write - even accepting that it is always possible to be in the flesh at times and need to repent of being disobedient when I am. It would be a liberty to be so psychologically predicated to always speak of others' needs that arise because of the trauma of life which has hindered their walk so that they need that service of being pastored. What can it matter that you would seek to draw me into what you call plain speech? I am not a child and neither do I need a father or a mother.
Take me as the Lord made me - if not then you are free in Christ to walk away, sister.. God Bless.