There has pnly ever been one who was blamless and without sin and it is only by his blood we are made clean and by his grace we are spotless in his eyes, it is only by his blood and his grace we are made sinless it isn't about how little we sin or how much we practice not sinning it has nothing to do with our own effots it is by his blood and grace only taking it further than that is then making it about works. of course using it as an excuse to sin is then insulting his good will but anyone who is grateful for what he did for us would never do this a saved person is rescued from their past lives and their sinful ways and while they do stumble and some may even have certain thorns in their sides they are burdened to bear they are all the more grateful for his ever lasting grace.
The mindset of not sinning can be good but going to far can be poisonous I know from experience I went through a season where there was this certain sinI just couldn't stop doing I tried so hard to strive to be perfect but I just kept falling short I had been talking to a user on here who believed in perfection and though I knew better I listened to him and strived for it I ended up nearly destroying myself I felt diusgusting I felt ashamed to even speak to God I even feared I would go to hell I wasn't even that far gone just some slip ups here and there but because I just couldn't reach that point of sinlessness I felt dirty and disgusting
I wept at night fearing I would lose him because of my weakness I feared hell I would attack myself internally with insults feeling a filthy sinner like me deserved it saying things like how dare a disgusting sinner like me even dare ask for forgiveness how I should be ashamed for even thinking of doing sucha horrendous thing. Believe me the whole perfection thing is toxic you will fall short and the enemy will use it against you and even use people to do so, now I simply don't worry about such things I just love him enjoy being his child and when I fall short I know that I am forgiven move forwards and strive to do better next time I keep things simple and live in love that is all.
The mindset of not sinning can be good but going to far can be poisonous I know from experience I went through a season where there was this certain sinI just couldn't stop doing I tried so hard to strive to be perfect but I just kept falling short I had been talking to a user on here who believed in perfection and though I knew better I listened to him and strived for it I ended up nearly destroying myself I felt diusgusting I felt ashamed to even speak to God I even feared I would go to hell I wasn't even that far gone just some slip ups here and there but because I just couldn't reach that point of sinlessness I felt dirty and disgusting
I wept at night fearing I would lose him because of my weakness I feared hell I would attack myself internally with insults feeling a filthy sinner like me deserved it saying things like how dare a disgusting sinner like me even dare ask for forgiveness how I should be ashamed for even thinking of doing sucha horrendous thing. Believe me the whole perfection thing is toxic you will fall short and the enemy will use it against you and even use people to do so, now I simply don't worry about such things I just love him enjoy being his child and when I fall short I know that I am forgiven move forwards and strive to do better next time I keep things simple and live in love that is all.
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