Study Colossians 2:9-15 below. They will give you months of rich food to consume. They are the birthing points of Understanding, Knowledge, and Wisdom.
This would be my prayer:
"Dear Heavenly, Powerful, Almighty God, I want your Spiritual Circumcision more than anything. I have now come to understand that the Circumcision of Christ is the single most important thing that I should know, understand, seek, and have. I need to be Circumcised of the Sinful Nature, the Curse of the Lord, so that the Veil might be lifted. Please Lord, I beg of you to lift the Veil that causes blindness so that I cannot see. Please Lord, Please lift this Veil so that I can finally Believe property, Submit to you wholly, Obey consistently, become Confident as your Holy son, and eventually Share your Holy Word. Please dear God . . . Please lift this cloud of darkness that has consumed my life and set me free! I pray this prayer in the Name of your Powerful, Almighty Son, Jesus Christ."
Colossians 2:9-15 NLT - "For in Christ lives all the fullness of God in a human body. 10 So you also are complete through your union with Christ, who is the head over every ruler and authority. 11 When you came to Christ, you were "circumcised," but not by a physical procedure. Christ performed a spiritual circumcision--the cutting away of your sinful nature. 12 For you were buried with Christ when you were baptized. And with him you were raised to new life because you trusted the mighty power of God, who raised Christ from the dead. 13 You were dead because of your sins and because your sinful nature was not yet cut away. Then God made you alive with Christ, for he forgave all our sins. 14 He canceled the record of the charges against us and took it away by nailing it to the cross. 15 In this way, he disarmed the spiritual rulers and authorities. He shamed them publicly by his victory over them on the cross."
The first highlight is . . . "You are complete." The rest of the passage set above explains why you are complete through and by the Circumcision of Christ. It is this exact Circumcision that qualified Abraham as Pure, Righteous, and Holy. No one can be these things if the Curse of the Lord has not been cut out and away. No one can be Holy if they are not Redeemed of this problem. Thus, this is the Purpose of Christ!
Galatians 3:13 NLT - "But Christ has rescued us from the curse pronounced by the law. When he was hung on the cross, he took upon himself the curse for our wrongdoing. For it is written in the Scriptures, "Cursed is everyone who is hung on a tree."
Make no mistake about it, Jesus was lifting the Curse from the hearts of men and women long before He became flesh and lived. It was upon the cross where He took those Curses to the grave . . . burying them forever. Also. the NLT translation is the only translation that got this passage right. So, if you use a different Bible translation, it will tell you that Jesus redeemed us from the Curse of the Law . . . but that is total nonsense, for Love they Neighbor is not a Curse. Thou shalt not murder is not a Curse. Good grief . . . how "they" got this wrong is mind-boggling.
My friend, you must make this prayer every day of your life until you are confident that Jesus has actually Circumcised your heart. This is the only way to become a "new man" as Paul describes it.
Learn about this Circumcision. Make it the single most important thing that you do in this life. Nothing else matters in comparison, for without Circumcision of the heart . . . Hell awaits.
I believe in you. I do!