Hello my brother's and sister's, GOD's Love, Peace,&, Harmony upon us all,
While performing my earthly duties, ...exercise, groceries,...etc
Again I AM compelled to expose myself to the torment of human nature, & judgement. ....but his will be done.
If some of you remember when asked "why/what made you a Christian, and I said GOD saved (literally) my life, I nearly stood on a snake.
Again,....I was leaving my children behind, heading to Broome and beyond (W.A aust), on my 4th day on the trip, I get a phone call from a friend, he was asking me if I was meeting him in court, the next day,... I had completely forgotten I had agreed to, and was helping him.
He was on a rape charge by his wife....he was looking for divorce, she didn't want to,...
I was so caught up in my life I had forgotten about his, (only mine and the ex's closest friend's knew).....also the fact that I had put my family;s house up as collateral, or he would have been held in jail, through it all
As you can imagine, I was stunned, because I had forgotten, But most of all because I would have to face my family(kids) again. I HAD LEFT THAT LIFE BEHIND, mentally, physically & emotionally.
So I pull over in the evening, into a overgrown, reclaimed gravel car park, and begin to drown my sorrow's ( like a baby i'm not ashamed to say)...this went on till the early morning, I had consumed all my Jim Beam, and all my drug's, I tell you I was so distraught , I couldn't catch my breath... so at 2am (music on the stereo), I,,in the middle of nowhere, in the long grass surrounded by tree's and Bush.
Hop out of my car, drunk as a skunk, high as a kite, sobbing like a baby... and proceed to bare all, while asking GOD, "why me, I had let go, blah blah blah"
I had taken a couple of step's past the boot/trunk of the car, when through my tears, in the darkness of the night, crying to GOD, that I saw an illuminated cross...(the kind you get on Xmas cards, where the light shine's from behind, at the junction of the cross).
If I hadn't of stopped because of that Holy Intercession, my foot raised and ready to lift, If I had taken my next step, I would not be here.
( all happening in same time frame)...see, raising, pause, HISSS, (1,2 feet away) one the eeriest sounds I've ever heard.
I thanked GOD, and reversed my track's,... I don't speak of this much, few close friend's, a couple of church testimony's, family only found out about it 2019. this was 2006/ Separated 2005.
So many other wonderful experiences have I had with the Lord, e.g....my children coming to live with me, holding a plane up for over 30 minutes...to many to list.......BUT it took me seven year's, before I asked the Lord to guide me, and began seeking him, up until then I was doing what most do, ...telling people I was a Christian, I was kind, considerate, loving etc, but I was still social drinking and such but happy and respectful.... IN 2012 after the Lord helped me out again...I finally asked him to guide me, and help me find him, last year 2020 I cut my dread-locks of 7yrs, as a token to the Lord, that my life is his, and I promised him I would be like his son and let him lead my walk.....and the wonders continue still
"If the Lord is on my side, of whom shall I fear."
I spent 7yrs thinking I was being a Christian, ...then another 7yrs letting GOD make me a Christian,... now the rest of my life being a Christian.
"WORK's will be the death of us"